Chapter 969 : I think we are not suitable 15
"Ren Xixi. Just watch the entertainment pictures.
Zhou Xincheng rarely calls me by my name directly. I was slightly stunned. Such unfamiliarity made me feel even more aggrieved. "Then are you still angry? Are you sad?"
Zhou Xincheng did not answer my question, "I'm going back to the classroom. Let's talk about anything at noon."
But I refused to end the conversation like this, "Why do you have to wait until noon? Zhou Xincheng, since you have a knot in your heart, let's make it clear now. It must be uncomfortable for you to be bored like this."
"Do you think it's okay for me to stand here now?" Zhou Xincheng raised his voice in a rare voice, and looked at me directly, but the next moment he lowered his eyes immediately, with some helplessness, Zhou Xincheng looked at me, his eyes
It was thick fog and full of sadness, "Ren Xixi, give me some space and time to think about it calmly, okay?" [
I suddenly remembered that these days, I have always been making various requests to Zhou Xincheng, and no matter how unreasonable I was, he always said "yes" gently and dotingly.
I looked at the deep tiredness in his eyes, and the arrogance in my bones that wanted to make everything clear immediately was suddenly extinguished. I nodded, "Okay."
Having said that, no longer waiting for Zhou Xincheng's response, I resolutely turned around and walked towards the stairs.
You need time to calm down, I will give you time to calm down.
If you need space to be alone, I will leave immediately and let you think alone without disturbing you.
I like you so much, how come I don’t say “yes” to your request?
For the first time, I felt such a strong sense of powerlessness in my heart. I knew that Zhou Xincheng was sad because of those words. I knew that Zhou Xincheng's sensitive heart was hurt, but I couldn't comfort him, or in other words, I didn't know how to go about it.
comfort.
But I believe that I just need to give him time and he will come out on his own, because he also deeply likes me, so how could he be willing to give up on me?
Ren Xixi, you must believe this.
Zhou Xincheng, you can't let me down.
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Should I say that I don’t know Zhou Xincheng well enough, or do I think too highly of myself?
I waited quietly all morning, thinking that this morning would give Zhou Xincheng enough time to buffer his mood, think clearly about what is most important to us, and strengthen his heart.
But what I waited for quietly was the person I loved the most, who said to me with an expressionless face: "Let's break up. I think we are not suitable."
Yes, this morning was indeed enough for him to buffer his mood, so even if he said such a powerful sentence that could destroy my whole world, he was as calm as a pool of ancient water, without a single ripple.
Let's break up, I think, we are not suitable.
My mind seemed to be disconnected, and I kept thinking "buzzing, buzzing," and it gave me a splitting headache. The sun at noon must be too strong, so I looked at the young man in a white school uniform in front of me. Sunshine
It seemed to be pouring down his thin body, so bright and dazzling that it hurt my eyes.
My eyes were aching, so I had to squint my eyes and try my best to open my lips. Only then did I realize that my throat was so dry that it even hurt. I spoke calmly and very slowly, "What did you say?
Chapter completed!