Chapter 38 Confession ten years earlier(1/2)
This made this a little hot, slightly awkward, and the atmosphere of friendship gradually surrounded them, filling the not-so-large bedroom.
"Ruan Rou, you..."
The sediment suddenly got stuck.
Because an idea he had never thought about before suddenly appeared in his heart.
"You won't be..."
‘Bang bang, bang bang,’
Stop, stop, what's going on? Why did your heart jump up with those unspeakable words?
Chen Du subconsciously pressed his chest and turned his gaze to Ruan Rou's eyes that seemed to have tears and infinite affection. He only took a look and his face burned.
Hell, Shen Du, are you sick?
I swallowed the deepness of my saliva, and wiped the sweat from my palms clean on my clothes. It seemed as if I had plucked up twelve points of courage and said the question I wanted to ask: "Ruan Rou, you won't like it..."
"Puff, oh, I'll go!"
Before the last word Shen Du could be said, Ruan Rou, who was sitting opposite, was thrown into her arms like a cannonball.
The square stool he was sitting on was leaned back due to the powerful impact, and the people sitting on the stool fell to the ground with the people who were still rushing forward in their arms.
This made Chen Du lose his balance instantly, but even so, the boy who was still nervous subconsciously protected the reckless girl in his arms.
'Bang!'
The two of them fell flat on the floor of Shendu's house, one of them lay in the arms of another, achieving the highest achievement of being a woman above and a man below.
Once again, he met with his eyes, and bravely met him, while he avoided him in panic. In the next second, Shen Du's face, which was about to turn his head to avoid, was held in Ruan Rou, so that the boy who was suddenly confused by himself could understand his mood seriously and clearly at this moment.
"Shendiment, yes, I like you."
"I liked it since I was in the third year of junior high school, but I endured it until now. Do you know why?"
Chen Du shook his head woodenly. At this time, his brain, which was slightly smarter than others, had already become a piece of wood. He could only respond to Ruan Rou's words with the most natural reaction of his body.
Ruan Rou didn't expect Chen Du to say that, so she just smiled brightly and told her reasons why she needed to wait and wait.
"That's because you are not enlightened. When you first met me, look at your expression, you are very bitter and revenge. I knew that my first impression of you was completely different from your first impression of me."
"In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, of course, I have to find a way to get along with you."
“Is there anything more suitable for a kid than a kid who needs you to take care of and protect?”
"No."
Speaking of this, Ruan Rou didn't know what ridiculous thing she thought of. The lines of her face became softer a little. Her eyes shone with a deeper tenderness that she had never seen before. She continued to say to him: "Then, you really accepted me."
"In addition, I have your favorite things..." Ruan Rou pinched her fingers and rubbed them: "When you feel that you have taken advantage of me and needed to take care of me, don't you just treat me as your own?"
"This is great. We went to school together and after school. I thought we would slowly become familiar, which gave rise to a feeling called "long-term love."
"But, I never thought that if a boy treats you as a brother, it will really blur your gender."
"You touch your conscience and say that if you don't have this experience today, I will never make it clear in the future. Do you think of me as a stinky person like Miao Weiting and Lu Feng?"
Say, tell the truth.
When asked, the deep eyes immediately dodged.
What's wrong? If it weren't for Ruan Rou's affectionate look, how could the door that had never been noticed about men and women would be opened at this time?
Chen Du was silent, and in this silence he felt a little ashamed.
This situation was caught by Ruan Rou, who was extremely sensitive in this state, and she was happy, but she pressed her step by step in her words. Then she asked Shen Du: "So, I have to wait, when you finish your studies, wait for you to achieve one goal after another, and when you get into your favorite university and study your favorite major, I will come to you again to confirm your intentions."
"It's a pity that when you go to college, you are busier, have more studies, and your talents are discovered, and you are doing more and more things."
"The choice of different majors has left me with no remaining time to go to and from school. Even on weekends or even winter vacations, I have to come here while you don't draw. I watch you spend most of your time busy with different things, but those things are not something I can participate in now."
"I think our distance is getting farther and farther, so far that I wonder if you should wait. After you graduate from college, enter society, and have a job you like, will you have time to interact with others and have a wealth of activities that are not outside of work."
"But, just a few days ago, Officer Fan and I were the instructor who recommended you to call the police last time. When I explained the case to me, I found that my idea was a big mistake."
"Really, your school and mine are simply two societies, and they are so out of place."
"My society is only endless homework and training, and even extracurricular activities are full of propaganda concepts to serve the people."
"And what about your society?"
Chen Du followed Ruan Rou's thoughts...
Beautiful and changeable clothing, fashionable and avant-garde songs, straight and narrow runways, and those long legs swaying in it?
It is indeed a blue and gray and solemn environment that is out of place.
Thinking of the Shen Du here, he quietly raised his eyelids. In fact, if it weren't for Ruan Rou's reminder, he wouldn't have paid attention to the surrounding environment in the past.
He has participated in seven or eight shows with his mentor.
When wasn't this kind of chaos and debauchery?
But at that time, he only cared about following his mentor to understand how a show operated, what role the designer could play in it, what kind of people who came to participate, and the relationship between these model companies and them in cooperation and maneuver.
These complicated things alone are enough for him to learn. How can he still have time to see his long legs around him?
But for some reason, Chen Du was a little guilty and short of breath. He looked at Ruan Rou's slightly sad expression and his eyelids trembled twice.
Seeing Chen Du, Ruan Rou did not make any statement, but instead continued to work hard and threw out her worries.
"If you are all in your school and you are a workaholic who is not enlightened, that's fine."
"But the young girls in your school are so shameless."
"And that kind of person is already involved with you now, and he's in love with the boys in your dormitory."
"Don't tell me the theory that he is him and you are yours."
"In my opinion, if there is one thing to talk about in your dormitory, there will naturally be a second and a third."
“It’s too easy for a designer to have a love relationship between a model.”
"One is where the other party's inspiration is inspired. Muses and Venus can become designers' lifelong treasures."
"And the other person can provide himself with the opportunity to become famous and pave the way for success. It is the biggest backend and support he is moving forward. Only fools are willing to throw away the opportunity to get out of their reach. That is, if you have the conditions, you have to get on, and if you don't have the conditions, you have to get on."
"It's not an exaggeration to describe it as a thousand troops crossing a single-plank bridge, right?"
"Although your bridge is just a piece of elm, but one day it will become a cross-river bridge?"
"And those girls passing through the bridge will always have a scene that you want to keep in your heart."
"At that time, I was still standing outside and watching stupidly. I was stupid."
"So, I don't want to wait anymore. If you wait until you discover and wake up yourself, maybe I need to wait for another ten years, or even longer, and you may not take the initiative to discover and distinguish the difference between you and me."
When Xiao Ruan Rou said this, the big Ruan Rou outside the mirror agreed loudly as if she had found a confidant: "Yes, sisters, that's it, rush forward bravely. I tell you, if you don't seize the opportunity to ask clearly now, you will become a fool like me."
"Did you see what happened to me? I almost died in South Africa! I was also being carried around the world like a chicken!"
"Sister, let him give him a correct statement. If Shen Du doesn't want you anymore, you can go to the police academy to find a good guy to marry!"
No, no, wife, don’t be impulsive, we are planning to get married.
Dachendu is so heartbreaking. Tell me, you idiot, what are you talking about?
Unfortunately, the deep sound cannot be transmitted to the mirror world through the mirror. Everything needs to be solved by the deepness of the world inside the mirror and Ruan Rou himself.
Ruan Rou in the mirror did not let Big Ruan Rou's expectations fade. This inexplicable girl who had been brave once she mustered up her courage stared at Chen Du and asked: "So, what is your answer?"
"I don't expect you to have the same love I like you. I just want to know if I am a little different from others in your heart..."
"Even if it's just a little bit..."
It was quite tough in front, why did you become soft and cowardly when you got here?
This woman is indeed made of water. No matter how brave she is, she will be very soft when facing the person she likes.
The Shen Du lying flat on the ground knew that Ruan Rou, who was pressing on him, was serious.
Even as a friend who has known each other for many years, he must answer this question seriously and responsibly.
He suppressed the slight awkwardness that emerged in his heart and began to seriously recall every detail of his time with Ruan Rou.
And, if Ruan Rou really becomes his girlfriend, what kind of future and life will the two have?
Then, the more I thought about it, the farther and farther I thought about it, as a man who only had a little bit of ambiguous taste in his rationality, he directly thought of life ten years later.
It seems, maybe, it will be very beautiful?
First of all, they are childhood sweethearts and are so clear about each other's strengths and weaknesses.
Secondly, they will never have any contradictions of disagreement of ideas brought about by upper-class people in their families.
Even if the marriage between two people is actually a major event of the fusion between two families, it can be solved perfectly.
Because the time their parents met was much older than the age of the two of them.
If they really got together, the two families would not know how excited they would be.
What's left is what kind of life they will face after they are really together...
To be continued...