【268】Master suffered so much grievance and distressed the dead
How ridiculous she just fell in love with someone, but she became the most despised rat in the world. The heart she brought out was dirty and despised.
So, she felt guilty, but she had no intention of cutting it off, and could only love her desperately and helplessly.
...
In addition to being on the top of the snow-capped mountain, this time it was the second time that Qingzhuo Zhenren took the initiative to hug her.
Qin Meiyu was obediently nestled in Chu Qingyan's arms, closed her eyes, leaned on his neck and smelled the pleasant smell on his body, with sour eyes.
It turns out that the embrace I have always longed for is so warm.
The struggles of the previous life are worth it...
At this moment, Qin Meiyu finally believed it. She couldn't believe it, everything she thought was her delusional.
After she died, she didn't know what method Qingzhuo Zhenren used to reborn her.
She didn't know what he gave up for her.
Now, she still doesn't know how he returns.
She doesn't know anything...
He didn't say anything, she had to pretend that she didn't know anything.
...
It took a while before Qin Meiyu dared to reach out and hug the man with a trembling voice.
Her arms were tightly wrapped around him, as if she was holding the treasure in her heart that she had longed for a lifetime. Qin Meiyu could no longer help but feel excited. She sniffed, buried her face in his hair, and whispered in silence: "Master, tell me everything."
Upon hearing this, Qingzhuo Zhenren's body stiffened.
"Don't let me guess." Qin Meiyu said softly, "Don't let me say nothing like before, just let me guess. You have raised me for five years, you know, I'm the stupidest, I can't guess. You have to tell me, I will understand."
As if he woke up from chaos, Zhenren Qingzhuo pushed her away in a hurried manner: "Qin Qi, there are some things that need not be explained too much..."
"Is that?" Qin Meiyu grabbed his arm tightly the moment he was pushed away. The bright eyes were filled with mist. She said slowly, "Even if you know that I hate you, it is because you never asked for love for me back then. I hate you for disregarding the friendship between master and disciple for several years. Seeing me being locked in the Binghuo Yutan for several years, you are still unwilling to defend yourself now, right?"
"You are not wrong, it's me who watched you be locked up, and I'm watching you suffer..." Qingzhuo Zhenren avoided her eyes, and a look of pain flashed in her eyes, "Qin Qi, I didn't do what happened back then..."
"I don't want to hear this! I just want to ask you, who was planting the forbidden talisman on you when?" Qin Meiyu pressed step by step. Seeing his face, she couldn't help but sneer, "No wonder Master Qingzhuo has no improvement in his cultivation since then, and in the end I can't beat me. They are not taking advantage of others' danger and using me as a threat!"
Hearing this, Zhenren Qingzhuo couldn't help but change his face: "Qin Qi, where did you hear these things? I told you that you don't need to know some things. Do you never listen to Master's words?"
"Master, are you still unwilling to say it?! If I don't have the intention to guess you correctly, I will continue to pretend to be deaf and dumb, just pretend that everything is unknown. Master, I am not stupid. I was raised by Master Qingzhuo, and even rotten wood can carve flowers."
Qin Meiyu looked up at the man in front of him who was still strong and wanted to continue hiding from her. He pulled his sleeve with one hand tightly, and couldn't help but cry out, "I've been waiting all these days, waiting for you to tell me everything. Wait for you to tell me what you did for me back then. Wait for you to tell me what you sacrificed for me. Wait for you to tell me, you can't bear to die. Wait for you to tell me, you are back for me this time..."
I don’t know whether it was because of Qin Meiyu’s words or because of the sadness on Qin Meiyu’s face, Qingzhuo Zhenren clenched his fists nervously, stood up in a somewhat embarrassed manner, and turned his back to her.
"Minister Qingzhuo has always been tolerant and is the best at hiding things in his heart. But you have pretended to be alone for so many years, aren't you tired?" Qin Meiyu wanted to laugh, but tears fell down. "When I died, were you hiding alone in Xiaofeng and Can't Moon House crying, Chu Qingyan. I used your Pozhi to kill myself, are you not even Pozhi to use..."
"Qin Qi!" He shouted and interrupted her, but Zhenren Qingzhuo never dared to look back, as if no one knew about his helplessness.
"You don't tell me anything, and you don't want me to know anything. Then what are you going to do when you come back!" Qin Meiyu could no longer control her emotions. She cried and shouted, "If you let me die, you will be over!"
The back of Qingzhuo Zhenren finally looked less straight and as slack as he was, Qin Meiyu could see clearly that his hands were trembling.
"Do you think I don't know?" Qin Meiyu murmured, "I was injured by Taoist Yun Qi, blind and broken legs. When I first started to develop ambition of life and death, the voice I heard was you, and the person next to me was you Chu Qingyan! I was trapped by a puppet while drunk, and it was your soul that broke into and saved me. Also, the time I died in the Jiaocao Pond, it was not that I was Qin Meiyu's life and could not die, but that was you secretly helping me gather my soul and raise my soul in Chu Qingyan's jade perch, and even this time the soul transformation array..."
Qin Meiyu sat on the ground, looked up at his back with his face, and raised his hand to hold his hand that was hanging beside him.
Qingzhuo Zhenren liked to wear wide-sleeved long robe. Qin Meiyu held his hand and moved it gently, and saw that his cuffs were like the collars of the clothes, with the same color of lingual characters embroidered with seal-written characters.
"Are you still not willing to say anything? Chu Qingyan, Chu Luofeng!" Qin Meiyu looked at the stiff back, the smile on the corners of his lips spread into his eyes, and tears on the corners of his eyes were still falling. "If you don't say it, I naturally have a way to know. However, this time my soul left my body and broke into your memory. I don't know if the famous Qingzhuo Zhenren can return my soul to the position!"
"Qin Qi! You!" Master Qingzhuo was shocked and turned around and shouted angrily. Looking at her with tears on her face, all the words were choked in her throat, as if helpless and caring, "Qianzi, don't take yourself..."
Crying so hard that Qin Meiyu stammered her head and said arrogantly: "I'm threatening you!"
Chu Qingyan, you lost!
I guessed your wishes and I was ecstatic! But I was in so much pain!
"Chu Qingyan, you don't want to say it, then I'll say, look at how much I can guess, how?" Qin Meiyu looked up at him, raised his hand to wipe away the tears from his face, "If I'm right, Master Qingzhuo will not hide it anymore. Let's make it clear when face to face."
Qingzhuo Zhenren looked at her with her eyelashes. After a long time, she finally squatted down in front of her, raised her hand to stroke her face, wiped away the tears from her face, and sighed helplessly: "I have more and more effort."
With the courage to hold his hand, Qin Meiyu looked at him with red eyes and sniffed: "You should scold me for being a wolf, but I am still ambitious."
She is not the first to covet the Qingzhuo Zhenren who is regarded as a god by the world, but she is the lucky one.
All the pain, all the unwillingness, and all the resentment, she let go of all the pain at this moment.
Chapter completed!