【231】Master, I was wrong!
"Xue Tingzhu, you were wrong..." Qin Siqi coughed a few times and said with difficulty, "We... are all people all the way... they are all so useless..."
Lifting his hand, Xue Tingzhu looked at it with a sad expression: "Yes, if you fall into the abyss, every ray of sunshine will be crazy about it, so you will hold what you want tightly in your hand and will not let go for a moment..."
Suddenly he smiled and said, "I am different from you. You are too delusional, and I never thought of it. I no longer need sunshine."
With a finger, he grabbed Qin Siqi's jade pendant that Qin Siqi was still holding in his palm. He took it in front of him and looked at it. After confirming it, Xue Tingzhu said gently to Chu Qingyan: "True Master Qingzhuo, say goodbye to his disciple. This farewell is a farewell forever, and he will never see him again in this life."
After falling behind a barrier and covering the two of them, Xue Tingzhu turned around and left.
As the barrier fell, Chu Qingyan's hands and feet could move instantly.
He reached out to wipe off the blood from the corner of Qin Siqi's mouth. Chu Qingyan slowly helped her up. As soon as his hand was pressed on her spiritual veins, Qin Siqi understood that she couldn't pull her hand back, so she had to turn her wrist and her tone was desolate: "Master, there's no need."
"No one in this world can kill you except me," Chu Qingyan paused, "I still have 30% of my spiritual power, and I will lose all of it to you."
Qin Siqi listened and was stunned. After a while, she chuckled softly and laughed, and her tears fell: "Master, is it because of guilt? I know I am about to die, so I want to make up for it. In this way, when Qin Shiqi comes back in the future, you can live a peaceful and loving life with her..."
Chu Qingyan did not answer, his eyes fell on his fingers, which were Qin Siqian's blood.
After a while of silence, he whispered softly: "That year, I met a little girl. She was very thin and had wounds on her body. She rushed over like a frightened rabbit and pulled my robe tightly and refused to let go. Her eyes were very beautiful, full of begging and hope. I thought at that time that this little girl should look very good if she smiled, and it would be even better if there was more warmth in her eyes."
Qin Siqi listened quietly, tears slid from the corners of his eyes.
"She called me master and went back to Xiaofeng Canyueju House with me. She was very smart. I taught her to write. She learned very quickly. She taught her some introductory methods. She could also learn very quickly." Chu Qingyan continued, "But she was also very unbehaved. She did a lot of wrong things behind my back. I made several indirect moves, but she couldn't listen. The head of the sect said that she was not suitable for being my apprentice and did not agree to the apprentice ceremony. I also had many concerns, so that the master and apprenticeship between me and her had not been clearly determined over the years. My master also did a lot of bad things. This girl has a very stubborn temper and makes people very angry and hateful. If her temperament can be changed, she wouldn't always be bleeding..."
Qin Siqiu burst into tears when he heard this.
"Qin Siqian, you worshipped me. Although you did not hold a ceremony to apprenticeship, you called my master. For six years, I thought those mental methods of meditation and washing the marrow can help you." Chu Qingyan raised her hand and stroked her hair, with moist eyes. "I first met you in Lushan. You acted ruthlessly. I don't like it very much, but I have to admit that you are very talented. If I guide you well, you might not be the way you are now. Siqian, it's Master who is sorry to you."
Qin Siqi cried out loudly, and she was about to fall, but she didn't let Chu Qingyan hold her back. She turned her hand and hugged Chu Qingyan, leaned on his shoulder and sobbed, "Master, I was wrong. It's not your fault. You have arranged everything. I was just a stubborn person and was used by others."
She hugged Chu Qingyan hard and pressed her face against his shoulder, "As long as I follow the arrangements you gave me, there will be no problem, it's because I'm too greedy. I want my master to see me earlier and see me at a glance."
Chu Qingyan patted her on the shoulder: "It was me who ignored your feelings and never held a ceremony to apprenticeship. You must think that I can expel you anytime and anywhere. You called my master, and everyone knows that you are my Chu Luofeng's apprentice..."
"Master, you didn't follow the incident of the Jiaocao Pond six years ago because you were afraid that the truth would be found out, right?" He raised his hand to wipe his tears. Qin Siqi slowly sat upright. She looked at Chu Qingyan, "Or, you knew it was me from the beginning..."
I was so sad that I really wanted to find the murderer, but when I thought that the person might be her, he still only trapped the person in Xiaofeng Canyue House.
Chu Qingyan still doesn't know why she did this.
Is it because I have already noticed the inexplicable feeling between Qin Siqi and Qin Qi, or because when this little girl who looks similar to Qin Qi called her master, he saw the thin figure who rushed over and hugged him and shouted for help...
"Six years ago, I killed that Qin Shi with my own hands. I resented her to take away my master. I raised a stone and killed her." Qin Siqian shed tears, her pale face full of tears, "Look how bad I am. I am a bad boy who can't teach me well. Master, if Xue Tingzhu wants to take away my body, you give it to him. I will be the one who returned to Qin Shi. Only when she lives will my master be happy, and I will have less sins..."
Chu Qingyan's eyes were slightly red and her voice trembled: "It's the master... I didn't teach you well."
"Master, I'm very happy that you can cry for me..." Finally, I couldn't hold on anymore. Qin Siqi fell in Chu Qingyan's arms. She closed her eyes and said slowly, "I really want to go back to that teahouse..."
There was a room with brand new bedding in that teahouse, the one who wiped her hair under the candle, and the one who gave her names and words that made her love and hate...
That place, that night, there was the warmth and peace of mind that she had been pursuing for the rest of her life. For her, these were always like mirrors, water and moon, and she thought she was holding them tightly in her hand, but she didn't want to get farther and farther away.
"Master, if I can do it again, I will definitely be more obedient. Listen to you and don't go the wrong way." Qin Siqian's voice lowered, "You and Qin Shi have been separated for so many years and have caused you to suffer so much. Master, don't resent me. I didn't mean it. Don't be angry with me, Master..."
Before she finished speaking, Qin Siqi was so angry that she felt so uncomfortable that she swayed all over. Her head was covered in cold sweat. She grabbed Chu Qingyan's sleeve tightly, and after a while, she squeezed out intermittent words from her teeth: "...Master...Master...Master...Give me a good time...please..."
Among the masters, there is always only the saying of cleaning up the portal.
Chapter completed!