Southeastern France, the Alps.

The uninhabited mountainous area is clean and out of the world. Looking down at the vast snow-capped mountains from a high place, you can see a small black dot that slowly moves upwards halfway up the mountain.

There are cliffs without a stop, with absolutely low temperatures. Even the best climbers cannot climb on such nearly vertical cliffs.

And now, those who climb on this cliff are not human.

While gasping, Liu Xiyue used her blood power to condense a bleeding knife in her palm and penetrated it into the hard ice cube under the snow pile. She leaned on the blood knife to climb up the last protruding rock.

Standing on the rock block, she turned around, carefully took out the crystal ball from her arms, and then looked up at the majestic mountains in the distance.

The spectacular snow-capped mountains in front of you are exactly the same as the scene in the crystal ball. This is where Qin Yi once visited.

“Is this the view you see here?”

Liu Xiyue silently looked at the scenery in front of her, imagining the familiar person standing not far behind her and watching the beautiful scenery with her.

After a few minutes, she began to search around.

Qin Yi could not only leave such a scenery for her. The time she searched for was not proportional to the experience she received. If there was only such a little reward, then the few months she spent on it would be a huge loss.

"really."

She found it.

Liu Xiyue bent down and poked the bottom of the ice wall. The snow on it collapsed, revealing a dark hole. The hole was very short and needed someone to lie down and bend down to enter.

She crawled into the hole like a puppy, and the inside was a square space about three meters long, wide and high. This was an ice cave.

Relying on the eyes of the blood clan, Liu Xiyue could follow the glimmer of light from the entrance of the cave and she found the big box at the end of the ice cave.

After Liu Xiyue opened the box, she contained a folding chair, a large mobile power supply, an electric heater, a kettle, a portable electric light, a U disk, a computer, some unopened instant milk tea, and a hard-frozen bread snack.

I probably understand what you mean, because I want me to sit down and watch the video, Liu Xiyue thought to myself.

She first spread out the folding chair and then plugged the light into the power supply.

After illuminating the entire space, connect the electric heater, and the electric wires of the electric heater begin to emit orange light, and the temperature in the small space begins to rise.

Immediately afterwards, Liu Xiyue connected the kettle, dug a few balls of snow from the entrance of the cave, put it into the electric kettle, and started boiling water.

Finally, she connected to the computer and started playing videos on the USB flash drive.

The video began, and it was dark at the beginning, with rustling sounds and a few yelling and scolding.

‘Fuck! Where is the water? I forgot to bring water! Oh, there is snow, you can use snow.’

When Liu Xiyue heard the first sentence, she couldn't help but laughed.

She hadn't heard him for a long time.

A light lit up in the video, Qin Yi was sitting with a folding stool, and at this moment he was busy boiling water.

Qin Yi tossed for more than ten minutes, but there was no sound during these ten minutes, but Liu Xiyue was enjoying it.

Finally, Qin Yi had soaked instant coffee, and he adjusted the orientation of the chair and made himself face the camera.

‘It’s finally done, this is a romantic scene I specially set up for you, a secret base in the snowy mountains.

You may feel a little naive, but if you experience it carefully, you will know that your brother has a great taste.

Well... Let me see what I have prepared for you first - milk tea, snacks, and snacks. They are all very ordinary snacks, but eating them in this environment will feel different. Even those who are reborn should feel like they are returning to nature, at least that's what I am.

Now, let's talk about a topic casually.

I won’t talk about ordinary topics, let’s talk about a relatively high-level topic today - death.’

Liu Xiyue's expression became a little serious

‘I was lazy for a while during my long life as a rebirth.

I believe you should have been lazy for a while and spent two or three opportunities to be an ordinary person and enjoy life in ordinary times.

I am the same. I believe that every reborn person has had such a period of time. After all, no one can do something extremely difficult with his nerves.

But I think maybe I am the rebirth who wastes the most time on pleasure. I spent about forty years on the enjoyment of luxury. When I decided to give up my mission for the time being, my first thought was to convince you to give up saving the world and enjoy life with me.

The reason I used at that time was - 'It's too tiring to save the world. You have to combine work and rest to exert all your strength. This time I plan to relax and enjoy it with me.'

Do you think you agreed at that time? Give you two minutes to think.’

"Follower, of course he will agree." Liu Xiyue smiled.

‘Okay, two minutes have arrived, the answer is that you agree! We spent forty years living various lives, the most top rich life, as mercenaries in war-torn areas, as well as underworld, politicians, and opening orphanages, many, many.

With the ability of both of us, we can live any life we ​​want. In fact, we did do this, and I think you have realized this.

But soon, I realized a very serious problem and found that I had no feeling of living.

Although I am indeed alive in a secular sense, I do lose the feeling of being alive because everything around me no longer changes.

In order to let you understand this feeling, I will first give you a few easy-to-understand examples.

First of all... thousands of things in the world are similar, but the feelings that different wealthy lives give back to the parties involved are often almost the same, especially for reborn people like us.

For reborn people, the only variables often come from the people around them. When experiencing the same things with changing people, they often get different feedback, but when experiencing different things with unchanging people, they will feel boring.

If you repeat enough of Xiyue, you may have the same feeling as me, and maybe you have already experienced it now.

But to be on the safe side, I'll assume you don't know, let me give you another vulgar example.

For example, you are a boy. When you were a child, you took a roller coaster with your junior high school classmates. She was innocent and very happy.

Then when she grew up, she became a mature woman with charm. At this time, if you go on a roller coaster with him, it will definitely feel different.

This is the answer, the same thing changes because of a person's growth.

When I noticed this, I suddenly realized why I lost the feeling of living.

Because I was trapped in a three-year cycle, just like a person constantly circled in a closed circular corridor. Although the scenery along the way was changing, I was in the same corridor in the end.

If everyone around me is trapped in the same period of time, no matter how I grow or change, I will not be able to feel the feeling of life continuing forward.

I told myself that that would not work... If you continue like this, there is no meaning. In the end, even living with you will feel like living with NPC.

Later, I made up my mind to save the world. At that time, my goal was to live with you and Ada. If these three conditions cannot be achieved at the same time, I would rather destroy the world than break out of this time and space cycle.

At least at that time, I hadn't thought of sacrificing myself, and I wouldn't even have the idea of ​​sacrificing myself.

But now... I am sitting here, I already feel that it doesn't matter if I die.

Because after that, I kept trying to save the world, constantly breaking through my limits, and constantly thinking. I thought of another way to explain life.

Since our lives must be continued together by people around us in order to feel like we are alive, can we regard life as something that does not live in our body, but in other people's consciousness?

Hehe, it must sound very deviant, right?

But I think this may be the real answer to life!

Well, idealism!

Some people die and they are still alive, while others die. I began to deeply realize that this sentence is not just a word that promotes the pioneering spirit, but can be understood as a new outlook on life.

What I want to say next, you should not understand, but this is not a bad thing.

Let me use myself as an example. Even if I am still alive now, I am dead for some people, and for some people, I am alive.

To be more intuitive, I am a living person to you, but to those who don’t know me at all, I have long died.

In the view of life and death I just mentioned, this kind of life, life, death and death should not be separated, but should be in a superposition state. Since people will lose the feeling of living, it proves that "feeling" is the fundamental basis for humans to survive.

In this case, as long as I can continue to give new feelings to the people around me, I am alive for them.

If I could never give them a new feeling, they would find me boring, staying away from me like I was dying.’

Speaking of this, Qin Yi paused for a long time. He sipped the coffee in his hand and looked at it with his eyes as if he could penetrate the lens.

Then, he sighed.

‘Xiyue, do you understand?

I think you probably don't understand at once.

Now I have a very contradictory mentality. I hope you understand, but I don’t want you to understand.

Because when you understand, you can feel that I am still alive and still by your side. Even if my body has been destroyed into ashes, I still exist.

But I don't want you to understand, because all I have left is these images. If you analyze all these images one by one and see my essential thoughts through the surface of these images, then after that, you will clearly feel that I have left you.

Xiyue, I will leave you sooner or later, but not now.

I think... what I left behind should allow me to accompany you for at least a few hundred years.'

Speaking of this, Qin Yi changed his serious attitude, smiled, and changed the topic:

‘Let’s pass on the real hard-core knowledge here. Next, I will tell you the interesting things I encountered in rebirth. First of all, I want to mention a person who was once my enemy. Have you guessed it?

The famous Five Judg, Elizabeth...’

There are a lot of videos stored on the USB flash drive, and it is conservatively estimated that it will take about a few hours.

Liu Xiyue only saw the first twenty minutes before she drank her first cup of milk tea.

Now, she was trapped in a wonderful thought, and she couldn't control her thoughts on life and death that Qin Yi just described.
To be continued...