Chapter 502 Rain
It is now seven or eight o'clock in the morning, and the night shifts and morning shifts in the church have begun to rotate, and civilians have come to their jobs one after another.
Liu Xiyue passed through the busy crowd, recalling what Edmons said yesterday in her mind.
Edmons said that after the incident happened yesterday, Qin Yi looked in a bad mood. After ordering all Bai Mufeng to be locked up, he went back to his room to rest.
Liu Xiyue knows Qin Yi very well. It is not his style to let go after encountering difficult problems, unless he is under great pressure.
Is the situation now beginning to get out of control?
Liu Xiyue didn't know the answer, she felt that she should talk to Qin Yi now.
She found Qin Yi's residence, but found that Qin Yi was not in the room. After asking around but failed, she finally became nervous.
"Where has he gone? I won't do anything dangerous again, right?" Liu Xiyue said to herself.
Qin Yi is always like that. When he encounters problems, he never asks others for help, nor tells the people around him in advance.
Whether in an orphanage or now, he has his own way of doing things in his heart.
It is precisely because of this that my brother makes people feel at ease, but this is also the reason that makes people feel uneasy.
Liu Xiyue planned to go to the monitoring room to check the surveillance and see where Qin Yi was. As soon as she walked to the elevator door, the elevator drove away, and Lan Yunfeng walked out of it.
"It's Xiyue, it's so early." Lan Yunfeng greeted, "I heard something bad happened yesterday."
Liu Xiyue looked at Lan Yunfeng covered in blood and frowned slightly: "Sister Lan, are you?"
"I had an emergency task yesterday. I was so idle that I helped me deal with it. But I didn't know that it took so much time to recover. By the way, I saw your brother getting wet in the rain in the park and I didn't go up to say hello. He looked in a bad mood, and I think you should comfort him." Lan Yunfeng said.
Liu Xiyue was stunned, nodded gratefully, and felt relieved.
...
When Liu Xiyue held an umbrella and found Qin Yi, he was sitting quietly on a chair in the community park, looking up at the sky.
Liu Xiyue did not approach immediately. She looked at him quietly from a distance of more than ten meters. From her perspective, Qin Yi seemed to have become a sculpture, integrating with this park.
Edmons said he was in a bad mood.
Lan Yunfeng also said that he was in a bad mood.
But in Liu Xiyue's eyes, Qin Yi is very calm now. Although he is wet in the rain in the park like a fool, his emotions are very stable... Liu Xiyue doesn't know why she feels like this, but she feels that there is an uneasy and uneasy feeling hidden in this calmness.
My brother's perception is very keen. In the past, he would easily notice someone was looking at him at this distance, but now he did not find his own existence. What is he thinking now?
Liu Xiyue stood for a while, finally sighed and walked towards Qin Yi.
"elder brother."
She called out softly.
Qin Yi came to his senses, turned his head to look at Liu Xiyue, and murmured: "Xiyue, is something happening again?"
"No, I just can't find you."
"Sorry, I'm worried."
"It's okay, I'm used to it anyway." Liu Xiyue said, "Why are you sitting here in the rain? Are you not cold?"
She reached out to touch Qin Yi's body. The temperature of Qin Yi's body was like an ice sculpture. Although he could not catch a cold due to cold, would it be very uncomfortable?
"Is it because of what happened yesterday?" Liu Xiyue asked.
Qin Yi blinked, and the rain slid from the corner of his eyes. He pulled the corner of his mouth gently and smiled, "Well, the situation is actually very bad."
"How bad is it? We can't win?"
"It may be a bit inconsistent if I can win, but we just encountered some small episodes."
"I understand...even if you fail this time, there is another time, I believe you will definitely win."
"No need to win next time, this time, just..."
"Just what?"
"Nothing... Xiyue, have you ever felt lonely at some moments?"
Qin Yi quietly looked into the depths of the rain, and in a corner of the park, rain splashed on the leaves of the shrubs.
The atmosphere between the two was silent, but the delicate sound of raindrops filled the gap.
Finally, Liu Xiyue spoke.
"Everyone will have it, maybe we reborn people will feel a little deeper."
When Qin Yi asked this question just now, she suddenly felt relieved. Since he still felt lonely, it proved that he was not numb yet.
Loneliness can be removed. As long as there are important people around you, loneliness will gradually be warmed up, and she has long made up her mind to stay with him.
"What about uneasiness?" Qin Yi asked again.
"Some are there, when faced with uncertain things, everyone will be uneasy."
"Oh... Then if you are walking a determined road, you don't know the end point at all, and you don't know whether the road you are taking now leads to the end point. Then... you keep walking... As you walk, you finally see the end point.
At this moment, you stopped, and you just stood there, looking at the end...what would you think at that time?"
Liu Xiyue wanted to sigh because she was not good at this kind of verbal comfort.
But she finally curbed the urge to sigh. She didn't want to make herself seem impatient. If she could give Qin Yi some comfort and cheer him up, she would be happy to do so.
Moreover, it is normal for Qin Yi to feel confused. She has been confused before and understands that feeling very much. She knows what it means to have someone who understands her at this time, and that is a kind of redemption.
"It's already in front of you, of course I'll stick to it." Liu Xiyue said, "What happened yesterday is nothing. We will support you. Even if you fail, it doesn't matter. Anyway, we will forget everything at that time and we won't feel impatient."
"Start again?"
Qin Yi shook his head and smiled.
"I won't do it again. I think you probably misunderstood. I'm not worried about yesterday's incident. I've already had a solution to that incident. I'm thinking about something else now."
"Can you tell me?"
"Well, of course. You can. Just listen to what I want to say next, just treat it as a lunatic and talk nonsense.
If, I mean, if, this time we saved the world, but one of us died, how should the rest survive?"
When Liu Xiyue heard this, she didn't understand the meaning. After thinking deeply for a while, her pupils suddenly contracted.
In an instant, the sound of rain in Liu Xiyue's ear became lighter, and only Qin Yi's voice was extremely clear.
I had already pretended to forget, but why did you mention it?
Sure enough, in your plan, I'm going to die, right?
It's really sad. If you don't ask, I can still think of it as if I'm thinking about it. Why do you ask it?
Liu Xiyue felt that her blood was frozen in her blood vessels, and she felt uncomfortable even breathing.
She always wanted to live with Qin Yi. She always felt that if she couldn't live together, she would die together... She had such a belief at the beginning and kept working hard to save the world.
She never thought of abandoning the other person.
But she was never ready to be abandoned by the other party.
Why do you need this?
This is really sad.
Chapter completed!