Liu Xiyue watched Qin Yi wave his knife at him in the video, and suddenly stopped, his expression gradually became solemn.

Although the room was still very hot, she felt like she had fallen into an ice cellar, and a fear she had never experienced before came to life.

Even though her reason told her that Qin Yi would never hurt her, there was still a voice whispering deep in his heart - "Are you betrayed by him?"

Liu Xiyue kept playing the screen repeatedly, and finally exported the video and started playing frame by frame.

She carefully studied Qin Yi's starting posture, and the speed of the knife that had been slashed. Although she didn't want to admit it, she felt that at the moment when Qin Yi swung the knife, he really wanted to kill him, but later he gave up the idea for some reason.

No, no, why did my brother do this? He has no reason to do that.

Liu Xiyue didn't think Qin Yi had that kind of motivation, because she could give everything for Qin Yi. Even if she was life, she would just say it. She would not hesitate at all.

Paying life is not a heavy price for her. In the six hundred and fifty cycles, she experienced despair and powerlessness. Many times she would have the idea that as long as the world is saved, it doesn't matter if she can't survive. Using her life to exchange with the world is a sure profit and no loss.

So... why did he do it secretly?

Liu Xiyue fell into a logical paradox, just like the death cycle of being assassinated, the confusion of being trapped in a maze has returned again.

Scattered outrageous guesses emerged one by one in her mind, but because they could not stand the scrutiny at all, those guesses were rejected the moment they appeared, just like bubbles that were poked out as soon as they emerged from the water. Liu Xiyue's thoughts were as muddy and sticky as swamps.

After sitting in the seat for a long time, she stood up suddenly, and just turned her body to the side, and suddenly stopped moving. After hesitating for a long time, she sat down again in the chair.

She shouldn't have gone to Qin Yi to ask clearly. Judging from the content shown in the video, Qin Yi didn't want her to know that he wanted to kill her.

When Liu Xiyue sat down again, two contradictory voices appeared in her mind.

"He wants to kill you, but you haven't gone to ask him clearly, are you really willing?" A playful and cold voice sounded.

"I'm willing, I can die for him." Another voice said, Liu Xiyue didn't know if this was her own answer.

"It's okay to be willing to do it, but you have to know what kind of person you die for. It's understandable to die for the person who loves you. But he doesn't love you now. He wants to kill you. He is just a betrayer! Are you going to die for the person who betrays you?

Liu Xiyue... Why are you so cheap?"

"Brother must have his own reasons, and he must have."

"That's a big deal! Hahaha! Didn't you notice? From the beginning, he didn't tell you the complete plan, but you did it and told you a little more, just like squeezing toothpaste! He doesn't trust you at all, maybe killing you is part of his plan! That's why he can't tell you the complete plan!"

The sound in her mind became more and more vicious, and Liu Xiyue had a faint momentum of unresistance. She forced herself to divert her attention and did not listen to the sound, so the sound in her mind blurred and turned into a rustling noise.

She sat in her seat and gasped. When she realized that her clothes were soaked in cold sweat. She looked at the time display on the laptop screen and found that ten minutes had passed. She had only talked to the sound in her mind just now... It seemed that even the sense of time was a little confused.

Are the sequelae of the soul prison?

Am I going crazy?

Liu Xiyue, Liu Xiyue, you can’t think about these things. Think more about how he treated you, how he did it for ten years, who enlightened you when he was in the orphanage? Who asked you to see the world with a peaceful attitude? You can be so positive and optimistic now because he has taught you that way since he was a child.

She talked to herself in her heart, unconsciously remembering some past events. When she was in an orphanage when she was a child, Qin Yi was different from others. He was out of place with the children around her and seemed so different. All orphans who grew up to a certain age would know what they would face in the future. So everyone only had the idea of ​​low goals, which was to be able to live in society as long as they could have a full meal.

Only Qin Yi is different. Although he is not old, he feels more mature than the adults in the orphanage. He told her a lot.

From Qin Yi, she knew that hard work may not necessarily lead to good results, and waiting for death may not necessarily lead to miserable death. This world does not operate with the subjective actions of human beings. It has its own rules. Using these rules can lead to good life, and it will be miserable to go against the rules.

Qin Yi talked to him about capital, workplace, education, prejudice, discrimination...

He has been talking since he was six years old, regardless of whether she could understand it or not, but he was very serious and always answered her questions, so she always thought that Qin Yi was right, even though the children and adults around him said that Qin Yi was a little whimsical.

From Qin Yi, she knew the cruel side of society and the beautiful side. Life in an orphanage is beautiful, but it is not necessarily that if you leave the orphanage, you will lose a beautiful life. What people lack the most is absolute trust and a heart of mutual dedication.

Everyone can tell this principle, and everyone thinks it is right. Liu Xiyue used the words Qin Yi said to ask the dean and the grandmother in the canteen. They all said it is right. In Liu Xiyue's impression, this is the only thing that everyone recognizes that Qin Yi is not wrong.

But Liu Xiyue believed the same words after Qin Yi said them.

Everyone can tell the truth, but Qin Yi is the only one who has proved it in ten years. Although the dean and other friends are also very nice to her, that is different. The dean is very nice to everyone, but the brother is only kind to her.

He treats her very well…really very good.

Fortunately, she felt a little sad and guilty... so good that she felt that he was born to be sent by God to protect her.

"Why are you so nice to me?" Liu Xiyue asked at the time. He said, because only in this way, I am different to you. I am already different from others in your heart, right?

"Then why is it me?"

"Because I like you, and my first friend to this orphanage is you, so I chose you."

Liu Xiyue forgot how she answered at that time, as if she was lying.

But if Qin Yi came to ask her now, she would definitely answer, you are different, and you are different from everyone.
Chapter completed!