Lin Leyang almost forgot to inquire about the news.

This cannot be entirely blamed on him. On weekdays, he always goes out in the afternoon. During this period, the young people who appear outside are all young people. Those who are gossipy will also control the volume as much as possible so that others can not hear it.

Only older people like to gather together and discuss loudly, and they usually appear at six or seven o'clock in the morning.

As for how Lin Leyang thought of this, the main reason was that the temperature gradually increased in these days. As soon as the sun shone at noon, he was not energetic and stepped out. With Li Chuan's visit, he had no reason to go out. However, his physical condition was there, and he would sooner or later lie down while lying all day. He was a life-threatening person, so he had to move his time to the morning and set an alarm to go out for a morning jogging.

It doesn't matter when it goes out. It's just a little brighter, and a group of old men and women are moving outside. Those who stretch their legs and those who practice boxing, the eighty-eight-year-old man is physically stronger than his.

Lin Leyang was deeply shocked by this scene.

After walking like this for a day or two, he gradually integrated into these old men and mothers. He jogged around in the park. During this period, he could hear various gossips. For example, a patient in a ward escaped home overnight. The nurse checked in the morning and found that even the shop had disappeared. He asked why he had to take the shop away, saying that he thought it was his own. For example, a mother in the obstetrics and gynecology department gave birth to her child when she was in the toilet and could get out of bed and walk around the next day. For example, someone committed suicide on the fourth floor of Building 2, and tossed until after three o'clock in the middle of the night, and blood marks were found on the walls of the corridor...

Lin Leyang shook his body hard as he listened, and the next second a sound penetrated into his ears.

"Isn't the fourth floor of that building not auspicious?"

There were three or two old ladies in the pavilion, talking while beating their legs and pressing their waists.

"Hey, don't say it." Someone interrupted her, "I heard that there was another young man thrown by a man and cut his wrist. The blood flowed all the way from the ambulance to the corridor! It's so evil!"

"Male?Male likesmale?"

"That's not the case. When I came in, I kept calling someone's name. But I didn't come to see him once, and it was a crime. I heard that I forgot everything when I woke up, and now I've become a fool."

Lin Leyang's steps slowly slowed down, and he was still wondering who that fool was.

"I'll know as soon as you say that, I'm the one living in 406? I thought it was a girl after raising my hair!"

"Oh yes."

Lin Leyang was irritated.

406.

406…

Isn't that his ward number?!

##

Lin Leyang was stunned from this morning.

When Wu Xu came, he brought him good news, saying that he would be discharged from the hospital in two days.

Lin Leyang was not excited about it.

Zhao Ruixiao saw something wrong with him and asked him what was wrong.

Lin Leyang pointed at himself with a heavy face, his hands still trembling and could not say a word for a long time.

"What's wrong? You asked the kid to play with him but he refused you?" Wu Xu guessed nonsense, and he had never seen the "child" mentioned by Lin Leyang so far.

"I..." Lin Leyang's expression was complicated, and he finally said those four words hard, "I like men?"

silence.

There was silence in the room.

Until Zhao Ruixiao said, "I have to ask yourself, but why did you suddenly say that?"

Lin Leyang looked at the wound on his wrist, his eyes fell blankly on the newly-paid sheet today, with a helpless look and murmured: "I said why are you two so wrong that day..."

Wu Xu became alert in an instant, "Don't think about it, we are really nothing!"

"But how could I like men...I..." Lin Leyang really couldn't figure it out. When he was eight or nine years old, he liked Sailor Moon and Gemini Princess very much, and even wanted to have long hair and be princesses...Wait, it seems that something was wrong. Did he grow crooked at that time?

Lin Leyang was still unbelievable.

Zhao Ruixiao and Wu Xu looked at each other, and Zhao Ruixiao said, "Leyang, calm down first, why do you say that well? Did you remember something?"

Seeing the reactions of the two people, Lin Leyang knew that this matter must have really not run away. He shook his head and looked dull: "I didn't remember anything, don't let me remember it, please."

Zhao Ruixiao: “…”

Wu Xu: “…”

Lin Leyang was still immersed in his emotions, "I'm actually myself after having sex for a long time."

Wu Xu couldn't help but say, "You can't go to Weibo less, this is a joke from many years ago."

Zhao Ruixiao: "You should say less and let him slow down on his own."

Neither of them left at noon, and ordered takeout outside and ate in front of Lin Leyang.

Lin Leyang was still unable to recover from the severe blow that he was actually a homosexual. Seeing the two of them eating a lunch box in one hand, they became even more heart-wrenching.

"Are you humans?" he asked.

Wu Xu stuffed rice into his mouth and said, "Then you can't eat meat and spicy food? Last time I secretly brought you food, you vomited and had a stomachache. Your sister almost peeled me a layer of skin."

Lin Leyang was extremely depressed.

Zhao Ruixiao spoke at the right time: "Can you say it now? Why did you suddenly remember to ask such a thing?"

Lin Leyang couldn't eat it anymore, so he sighed and told everything that happened in the morning.

Wu Xu was still eating and coughed violently when he heard it.

Zhao Ruixiao asked him without changing his face: "What's wrong with you?"

Wu Xu turned red and said, "The peppers are choking, and the throat is choking."

Zhao Ruixiao smiled: "Either pick it out or swallow it."

Lin Leyang sat on the bed with a folding table on it. He put both hands on it, moved forward, and asked curiously: "You two are really not..."

The two people on the opposite side spoke in unison at him: "It's really not!"

"Okay, no, no, don't be so excited." Lin Leyang supported his chin, "So what does it mean to say I cut my wrist for a man?"

Wu Xu opened his mouth and said, "Don't listen to them talking nonsense..."

Zhao Ruixiao suddenly inserted, "What if they were telling the truth?"

Lin Leyang opened his mouth, "...I really like men?"

Zhao Ruixiao looked at him, "You can't ask us this, you have to ask yourself, do you like men or women now?"

Lin Leyang's expression was stunned, "I committed suicide for a man. Since you know why don't you tell me?"

"I told you what if you go to find him again?" Zhao Ruixiao's expression was very light, "You are not suitable. We don't want you to go to find him anymore, and you can't find him either."

Lin Leyang automatically thought: "Isn't he impatient to chase me and hide?"

Wu Xu: “…”

Zhao Ruixiao: "Well, I can understand it this way."

Lin Leyang's expression gradually became complicated: "So I have such a passionate personality?"

Zhao Ruixiao became more and more serious as he spoke, and looked straight at him, "Leyang, stop doing stupid things for him, your sister is really worried about you."

Lin Leyang swallowed, "Even if you say that now, I have no idea... I really cut my wrists for a scumbag? I just like him so much?"

Wu Xu was in a situation, "Why is it a scumbag?"

Lin Leyang looked innocent: "Aren't we both together? Is it just that I chased him one-sidedly?"

Wu Xu: "...You accepted it very quickly."

Zhao Ruixiao took over the words, "Well, so just like I said he is not worthy of your nostalgia, don't think about it anymore."

Wu Xu's expression became more complicated, and he buried his head and whispered: "You really dare to say it."

"Don't forget what Sister Lin said." Zhao Ruixiao replied without turning his head.

There was always a fire-like pain on his wrist. Lin Leyang had no choice but to believe that he had become homosexual at the age of 28 and committed suicide by cutting his wrist for a scumbag...

"I'll probably sort it out, which means that I'm with a man, and we like each other, but now he doesn't like me anymore and keeps hiding from me, so I can't help but commit suicide?"

Lin Leyang thought it was ridiculous after saying it. Although he did not have such a strong emotion at all now and did not feel that he would die for another person, the performance of the two opposite him forced him to believe that this was the fact.

Zhao Ruixiao was silent for two seconds and nodded.

Wu Xu called him a little, turned to Lin Leyang and said, "Why are you still thinking about how you two like each other?"

"Isn't it? I don't like each other even though I'm together, then I'm so miserable!" Lin Leyang is eager to dig a hole and bury himself, "Does my sister know about this? Do my parents know about it?"

“…Sister Lin knows.”

"My parents don't know? That's fine, don't tell them." Lin Leyang collapsed on the table, "I'm a little confused now..."

"Don't think about it, since you have forgotten." Zhao Ruixiao lowered his eyes, "Your sister wants you to be fine now."

Wu Xu showed rare taciturnness until the end he also said, "If you can't remember, don't think about it. Aren't you very happy all day long? You've also made friends with other children."

Lin Leyang was immersed in his emotions for a long time, and couldn't figure out what had happened in the past ten years, which could actually change his sexual orientation... At least he admired girls more before he was eighteen years old.

Now that he found the reason for his suicide, he was completely unhappy.

Can you still go back to the past? Is it really an amnesia? Even he himself is questioning.

Lin Leyang was like stepping on a cluster of soft fog-like cotton, and every step he took was missing. What Zhao Ruixiao said, what Wu Xu said, and what he heard from others this morning did not make him feel emotionally shaking. Logically speaking, he was willing to die for the other party, so he should love the other party very much... But only his wrist was hurt, which was the sequelae left after slitting his wrist. He always had hallucinations and thought he was in pain.

But he knew one thing very well.

"Don't worry, I won't go to find him anymore. Since he doesn't want to see me, why should I go to find him?" Lin Leyang got up from the table, his hair was a little messy, his eyes were firm, and he was ignorant and fearless. "And I don't even know his name, so don't tell me that I like him at the age of twenty-eight, and I am not eighteen."

As soon as he finished speaking, a "creaking" sound came from the door.
Chapter completed!