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Chapter Eleven So, Everything Is As Usual

The world around is dark.

At this time, Lin Feng seemed to be in an infinite and pitch-black space, like a rootless duckweed, floating quietly in this space. He could see nothing and could do nothing. The only thing he could do was wait quietly and wait for himself to leave here.

I don’t know how long it takes to come, maybe one minute, maybe an hour, or even a day, or a week, and the floating feeling surrounding Lin Feng finally began to show signs of dissipation.

"Hey... wait, the feeling of floating has disappeared... In other words, will I fall down?" Lin Feng's mind, feeling the change, suddenly flashed through his mind. Then, the development of the matter also gave Lin Feng a very good face. Just one second later, a strong sense of weightlessness hit Lin Feng.

"Damn..." Only when he could say one word, Lin Feng felt his body being pulled down suddenly. In these 21 years of life, he also experienced the feeling of free falling.

"Ah... I seemed to see Newton's kind smile..." This thought with a slightly complaining nature flashed through Lin Feng's mind, and then he lost consciousness again.

The strange ceiling, the cold air, and the faint smell of disinfectant.

Lin Feng slowly opened his eyes, felt his body that was a little stiff due to his long-term immobility, and slowly moved slightly: "Haha, it's this routine again. I woke up from my coma and then lay on the bed or something. This joke is really endless."

After smirking and shook his head, saying that he didn't know who he said it was for, Lin Feng began to carefully look at the ward he was in.

This is a single room with white walls, clean floors, beige curtains, and a large LCD TV with LCD screens directly opposite the bed. Just below the TV is a foldable bed with pulleys, which must be specially used for caregivers.

There is a bedside table on each side of the bed, with a list of cases and a lot of test results placed on the left, and some food and water placed on the right.

"A simple and clean ward." This is Lin Feng's first impression of this place. Maybe it's because of frequent ventilation. The unique medicines, syringes, disinfectants and other hospitals in this ward are not very obvious. "Although it's not luxurious, it's a single room. When will our family get such a good location in such a large hospital?"

While Lin Feng was thinking about it, a crying woman suddenly came from outside the door: "Doctor, the doctor, please save Xiaofeng! He is only 21 years old this year, he is still young. And his parents... must have a way, there must be a way..."

"Sorry, we have nothing to do with this family member." Then there was a man's voice, with a hint of regret and sadness. After pausing for a moment, he spoke with difficulty, "It has been a whole month since your nephew entered the hospital. Over the past month, his physical condition has been very stable, and the many wounds on his body have recovered surprisingly quickly, but there is no sign of restoring consciousness."

"We have taken many measures to check, but we still cannot explain your nephew's current condition. Now his body has basically recovered and there is no need to continue hospitalization and observation." The man's voice slowed down and then became firm. "As a doctor, I am ashamed of this situation. But I must recommend that the best choice now is to discharge the hospital and take him home to recuperate, or you can also choose to transfer to the hospital for treatment. No matter which choice is better than doing it like this."

The doctor's words were very sincere and very real. Women were not unreasonable. Faced with such a situation, she could only make a painful sob, and then stopped talking.

Then, the door of the ward was opened.

A middle-aged woman with a slightly blessed body and a doctor around 30 years old walked in.

The wind gently blew the beige curtains, bringing the fresh air outside the building into the room. A beam of sunlight spreads obliquely on the ground, with a trace of indescribable warmth, dyeing the room a gentle smell.

A young man quietly stood up and sat on the bed. His face seemed a little pale, but his smile was extremely sunny. Although he was wearing the clothes of a patient, he smelled healthy from his bones.

The young doctor widened his eyes, as if he couldn't believe his eyes. The middle-aged woman opened her swollen eyes hard, as if the smiling young man ran away with just a blink of an eye.

"Hehe, aunt, I'm awake!" After nodding slightly to the doctor, Lin Feng smiled and pointed at the middle-aged woman who was foolish and swollen with a smile on her face and stuck out her tongue and said, "Uh... we've been missing for a month, right?"

"Wow!" This simple greeting easily shattered the woman's last strength. In this small ward, she almost ran away, came to Lin Feng and hugged him in her arms. Her tears could no longer be controlled, and she was raging on her face. She said intermittently in her mouth, saying something that she couldn't understand at all, "Xiao Feng...you...well...I...no...but..."

"Okay, okay. Don't cry, I'm fine~"

"But...I, don't know...no..."

The woman kept sobbing and talking.

Lin Feng just smiled quietly and listened.

"It's okay, I'm back." Seeing that his aunt was crying and almost turned into a human form, a trace of warmth flashed in Lin Feng's eyes... and firmness, he whispered softly, "I'm back and will not leave again."

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"Hey... no, aunt. There is no need to fulfill the wish or something?" Three hours later, Lin Feng followed his aunt, who was his father's second sister Lin Yan, with a sad face, and muttered helplessly, "I don't believe this anyway. Besides, if I wake up, it has nothing to do with the gods and Buddhas, really."

"Fuck! If you dare to talk nonsense, I will beat you! Don't think that I can't deal with you when you grow up." Hearing Lin Feng's rebellious words, Lin Yan suddenly turned around and stared at Lin Feng with her eyes that were not completely swollen, "I'll be discharged from the hospital as soon as I woke up. I'll ask you to check again. I don't want to be beaten to death. Do you really think you're a sturdy person?"

Seeing his aunt's fierce look on her face, Lin Feng couldn't help but shrink his neck and didn't dare to continue talking.

"Do you know, I'm worried about you this month? What's wrong with observing in the hospital for another two days? What does it mean to waste money? It's not your turn to worry about money!" Lin Yan had no intention of letting go of Lin Feng at all, as if she wanted to release all her worries and pains in the past month. She ignored her current walking on the street and roared at Lin Feng in ignoring her image, "Do you think I have a lot of money, and I'm going to have fun if I have nothing to do? It's not for you, nor for a thought! They all act on their own, and they do their own things, just like your father..."

Perhaps he realized that he had mentioned something he shouldn't touch. Lin Yan's voice, who was roaring, suddenly became weaker, his eyes became a little dodged, and his eyes looked at Lin Feng with an indescribable worry.

"Okay, okay. I know, I will go with you tomorrow to fulfill my wish~" Lin Feng walked to Lin Yan with a smile, stuck out his tongue and said, "Yes, I want to eat braised pork you made tonight. Wow, I'm unconscious this month, and I'm all hungry nutrient solution, right? I must eat the meal tonight and make up for all the losses this month!"

"Okay, okay, just say whatever you want, and my aunt will make it for you." He looked at Lin Feng carefully and confirmed that he was not crushed by sadness. At least not on the surface. Lin Yan quietly breathed a sigh of relief and said in his heart, "Xiao Feng is much stronger than I thought, and this child has grown up."

Afterwards, Lin Feng followed Lin Yan to the vegetable market, bought a lot of things, and then held a rare family gathering at Lin Yan's house.

It's already late at night.

Lin Yan and his family had already fallen asleep, but Lin Feng was not at all sleepy. He took a chair casually and sat on the balcony quietly looking at the bright and cold moon outside the window. He kept playing with a metal shell in his hand, which had been seriously worn and had three extremely deep marks on the case on one side.

This was given to Lin Feng during the meal. It is said to be the relics of his father, Lin Bo. The car accident that day was very serious. Lin Feng and his family of three drove on their own. An accident occurred while driving up the mountain. The cause of the accident is still unknown. The whole car crashed into the fence on the side of the road and rushed straight down the mountain. Then the whole car exploded directly. To be honest, unless a bomb was installed on the car, there would only be burning cars in the real car accident, and there would never be a whole explosion.

The direct result of this car accident was that Lin Bo and his wife, together with the car, turned into a pile of black smoke coke. Lin Feng was thrown out of the car. Although he was seriously injured, he was spared from the explosion. However, after investigation by multiple parties, he could not give a definite cause of the accident. This result once made Lin Yan almost collapse.

The zippo lighter that Lin Feng is playing with now is the thing that was thrown out of the car at the time and survived. It can be regarded as the only thing his father carried with him and was preserved.

Stopped his hand and Lin Feng silently took out a box of unopened soft Chinese cigarettes from his pocket, then opened them, pulled out one and held it in his mouth, and lit the cigarette silently.

"Cough cough cough." After just taking a sip, Lin Feng coughed violently. He had never smoked cigarettes. He subconsciously took a big sip in his first attempt and let them be swallowed completely along his throat. The young, young lungs, which had not yet experienced the direct baptism of cigarettes, were greatly stimulated. A strong sense of dizziness rushed straight into Lin Feng's brain, making him feel dizzy and he was almost unable to sit steadily.

He couldn't help but bent down and coughed desperately, as if this could relieve some of the pain in his lungs and throat.

"At a young age, what's wrong with learning? I just learned to smoke." Lin Yan's unhappy voice sounded behind Lin Feng. At the same time, one hand reached behind Lin Feng, gently patted him, and stroked his back to help him get calm. "Can't sleep anymore? Say it if you can't sleep."

Lin Feng turned around with difficulty and saw Lin Yan with concern, and his uncle who was standing beside him holding a glass of warm water: "Sorry, have you disturbed your sleep?"

"Silly boy, what are you talking about?" Uncle Liu Yaming patted his head gently and said angrily, "I knew you couldn't sleep anymore. Your aunt and I were waiting for you to come to us to cry in the room! Who knew that when you turned around, you left us aside for a few hours, and ran here alone to smoke."

"Hahaha, you said it earlier. I'll go find you later!" Looking at the two relatives in front of me who really cared about me, Lin Feng shrugged and grimaced.

"But...if I could cry, that would be great." At this point, Lin Feng's voice became low and his emotions seemed very depressed. Then he raised his head and said to the two with a wry smile, "Aunt, uncle. I...I may not be as sad as you think."

"I don't know why, when I knew my parents were dead, I was very calm. It was really calm, like a calm wave without a trace of turbulence on the lake." Lin Feng's eyes gradually lost focus, and he muttered to himself in disbelief, "I'm not sad at all. The moment I heard the news, I accepted the news of my parents' death. So naturally, so calm."

"I'm scared, afraid of my indifference."

"I'm very angry, angry at my indifference."

"I had a dream. In the dream, someone told me that I was able to survive because I paid the price. I was very scared that the price I paid for was my parents' lives in order to survive."

"When that person told me that the price was not the life of my parents but other things, I actually breathed a sigh of relief. It was not only because the price was not the life of my parents, but because I killed them, but also because I found an excuse, a reasonable and natural excuse for my indifference and indifference."

"What's wrong with me?" At this point, Lin Feng slowly raised his head and looked at the two people in front of him. The confusion and helplessness in his eyes were heartbreaking, "Aunt, uncle. What should I do... What should I do?"

"Silly kid, we two watched you grow up and knew what kind of kid you are."

"Don't think too much, everything will pass..."

Liu Yaming and Lin Yan held Lin Feng's hand tightly and comforted him softly.

Things in this world are ever-changing. The setbacks that millions of people are experiencing are facing tests, sufferings, and burdens. But no matter what, people have to live, live their lives, and everything will pass.

The night is getting darker.

A bright full moon hung high in the night sky, staring at the earth with her cold eyes, staring at the sleeping and awake people on this land, just as she has done in the past thousands of years.

Everything in this world is still the same, and everything is still the same.
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