As the end of the year approaches, the weather is getting colder and colder.

Jin Yan was wearing a thick down jacket, wrapped his face with a scarf, and squatted by the pond to feed the fish.

He wrapped himself up like a bear, and his movements of sprinkling fish feed seemed particularly clumsy. The goldfish in the pond were lazy and stopped moving as he swam.

Jin Yan reached out and pulled down the scarf, and as he spoke, he let out a circle of breath: "Eat it, eat it."

The goldfish swung slowly with its tail.

Jin Yan was depressed. Aunt Zhang, the owner of the farmhouse, came down from the upper floor and saw him shouting: "Xiao Yan, it's cold, don't play with water."

Jin Yan dressed too much and turned his head with some difficulty and said, "I haven't played with water and I'm feeding the fish."

Aunt Zhang walked closer and said, "Auntie is going out, what are you going to bring?"

Her grandson, who was less than two years old, stood at her feet, holding the bottle in both hands and sucking it constantly.

Jin Yan walked over and teased him with fish feed, and said with a smile: "Auntie, please bring me peanut crispy candy." He likes to eat sweets, especially this slender candy roll made of peanuts and sugar. His mouth is full of sweet fragrance when he bites. Jin Yan can eat a bag in a day.

As expected, the child put down the bottle and grabbed his hand. Jin Yan smiled and hid back. He tried several times but couldn't catch it. He was so anxious that he looked at his grandmother, and he almost cried with his mouth puffed.

Aunt Zhang nodded and knew that she picked up her grandson again and said angrily: "A person of such a big man is so naughty. Let's see how your uncle dealt with you when he comes back."

Jin Yan collapsed when he heard the expression on Li Shuyi's face. He watched Aunt Zhang leave and couldn't help but sigh.

After they left the sanatorium, they arrived at this small village on the outskirts of the city and moved into Aunt Zhang's small courtyard. It is very close to the city and the conditions are quite good.

But they were not familiar with the place here, so it was time-consuming and expensive to build a farm. Fortunately, Li Shuyi later introduced him to a designer by Yi Tian, ​​and the two of them worked much better together. But the designer had a wife and a child and was busy with work, so most of the matter was still on Li Shuyi.

Although Jin Yan no longer has to sit in a wheelchair, he still can't stand the fatigue, he can't carry heavy objects, and he can't run away quickly, and he can't help Uncle Li. Whenever he thinks that Uncle Li is so busy that he doesn't see anyone all day long, he stays at home like a rice worm, and he feels a little upset.

Jin Yan sealed the fish feed and walked slowly back to the house. While walking, he thought, it would be better if he was not so seriously injured, and it would be better if he was still as healthy as before.

Then he can do many things, let him do the heavy and tiring work, and he can rest more when he is not Li.

Anyway, he is young and can withstand the tossing.

As he thought about it, Jin Yan felt that he was dreaming during the day and sighed heavily.

When Li Shuyi came back in the evening, Jin Yan saw that his face turned red and coughed constantly, and asked him if he had a cold.

There was a stove burning in the room, which was very warm. Li Shuyi took off his coat and frowned and said, "It may be a bit." As he said that, he turned out the medicine box, found two cold medicines and swallowed them in cold water, so he was perfunctory that he didn't take himself seriously at all.

Jin Yan didn't let him drink cold water, but this man couldn't stop him from moving too quickly. He said anxiously: "Uncle Li, let's go to the hospital, you must have a fever."

"It's not so serious, just sleep." Li Shuyi felt that he was just a little coughing, so there was no need to make a big deal.

He was tired for a day and the cold medicine had a sleeping element. He barely took a shower and fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed.

Before going to bed, Jin Yan went to the bedroom to see him several times. Finally, after thinking about it, he was still worried. He went to his room and brought a quilt to sleep next to Li Shuyi.

Uncle Li has always been like this. No matter whether he is injured or has any pain or sadness in his heart, he always looks calm on the surface. When asked how he is, the answer is always those words. It’s okay, no problem, it will be fine in a while, and it will be fine in a few days.

Others want to hide the smallest injuries and pains and let the whole world know that the wounds and pains are too small, but they want to hide the pains and pains and will not let anyone see them.

Jin Yan would have been deceived by him before. After so much, he no longer believes what he calls "it's okay".

Jin Yan slept lightly, but because he was deliberately careful, he never entered deep sleep. So in the middle of the night, he almost turned over when Li Shuyi had any abnormalities.

Jin Yan turned on the desk lamp and saw Li Shuyi shrinking himself into a ball. His teeth were clattering, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and his body shivered naturally.

"Uncle Li!" Jin Yan rushed over and called him.

Li Shuyi closed her eyes and did not respond. Her mouth opened and closed and spit out the word "cold".

Jin Yan pulled the quilt to cover him and wrapped him tightly, but Li Shuyi was still trembling and shouting cold as if she was exposed to a winter night.

Jin Yan felt even more and more wrong. He didn't wear a coat. He turned off the bed and ran out of the house as fast as possible, woke up everyone from Aunt Zhang's family, found out various cards and documents, and asked her son to drive them to the city's hospital in a van.

After arriving at the hospital, I learned that Li Shuyi had acute pneumonia. The doctor said that if this condition continues, it will cause septic shock and will endanger his life.

Jin Yan's face changed when he was frightened. The doctor asked Li Shuyi about his medical history, but he dared not hide it. He said that Li Shuyi had been gunshot wounded before, and that severe high fever after being wet from the rain, including the headache from time to time.

The doctor frowned and arranged a series of examinations for Li Shuyi. After thinking about it, he suggested that Jin Yan give him a brain ct.

Jin Yan nodded and asked Aunt Zhang's son to go back first and stayed in the hospital all night.

The next day, the designer learned that Li Shuyi was sick and helped transfer to a better ward. Not long after, Muran called and asked Jin Yan how he was and whether he needed to come.

The weather is cold now and the Chinese New Year is almost over again. Jin Yan dared not bother him, so he refused repeatedly. He said he would contact him in time if he had something to do, and Muran gave up.

Li Shuyi's illness was coming this time and he never woke up. When the test results came out and he said he had meningioma, Jin Yan was stunned. In order to avoid misdiagnosis, he later had an MRI and got the same result.

Jin Yan forced himself to calm down, inquired in the hospital, and took the diagnosis to find the most famous neurosurgeon in the hospital.

The doctor said that according to the examination results, Li Shuyi's meningioma has a clear boundary and small atypical properties, and is benign. Although benign meningioma grows slowly, it grows in an expansive manner. If surgical removal is not performed as soon as possible, it will be impossible to grow to a certain stage to compress the brain tissue and inhibit the respiratory center, and suddenly die. There are also a few, which are benign at the beginning and gradually turn into malignant later.

It's good to become a malignant brain tumor. Living for a year is a good idea.

In short, the earlier the treatment, the better. If the delayed surgery is delayed, not only will it not be completely removed, but the prognosis will also be poor.

After listening with a pale face, Jin Yan solemnly thanked the doctor, and then returned to the hospitalization department.

It's already night now. But in the hospital, people are leaving at all times, some are suffering from illness, some are sad and sad, and they always seem so noisy and hasty.

Jin Yan stood next to the street light at the intersection of the road.

Doctors, nurses, patients, family members, and many people passed by him. He stood stupidly, feeling as if he was suddenly blocked, not knowing what they were doing or what he was doing.

He remembered that when he was still in Jinhai City, Li Shuyi fainted and was pushed to the test by Dr. Wei. He also remembered the medicine that Li Shuyi always carried on him, and what he said in the sanatorium that one must try everything for a lifetime.

Suddenly I realized that Uncle Li had known that he was sick, but he was just unwilling to treat him.

He just didn't want to live anymore.

When this idea appeared in my mind, Jin Yan's legs were so weak that he couldn't stand up, so he could only hold on to the lamppost tightly and squat down slowly.

He used to say that he treated Li Shuyi as his father, and was not joking.

He didn't know what fatherly love was. When he was a child, his father could kick him from the middle of the house to the corner. When he was in a bad mood, he would hit him, and he beat him to the point of bleeding from his nose. Later, he even wanted to kill him.

Although the young master is nice to him, he is only a child who is not a few years older than him. He has only obtained the care and love of his elders from Li Shuyi.

If Li Shuyi dies...

Thinking of this possibility, Jin Yan could no longer suppress his face and cried. He cried too hard, his chest was so painful that he couldn't breathe. He drank cold wind again, squatted on the ground and coughed violently, and his heart was almost coughed out.

Li Shuyi woke up several times in the next few days, and each time it was not very long. Once he was dreaming and said nonsense, Jin Yan gently patted his chest, but heard him suddenly shouting two words in a low voice.

"Bai Jing."

Jin Yan was stunned, his eyes slowly turned red.

When Li Shuyi's condition truly stabilized and he was completely awake for the first time, he couldn't help but want to laugh when he saw Jin Yan, who was full of worry and his eyes were red and swollen as if he had been beaten.

Why does this happen every time he gets sick and opens his eyes? He gets tired of watching it. But if it weren't for Jin Yan, maybe he wouldn't have discovered it if he died somewhere.

Li Shuyi knew that the child must have been scared, so he subconsciously comforted him: "I'm fine."

As soon as he finished speaking, the other party jumped up and yelled: "Don't say you're okay anymore! Always say you're okay! Then what does it mean to be okay!"

This was the first time Li Shuyi was yelled by Jin Yan, and he couldn't react even when he looked at him blankly.

Jin Yan said and couldn't help crying again: "Uncle Li, why should you hide it from me? If one day you fall down in front of me and never wake up again, have you ever thought about what will happen to me?"

Li Shuyi was silent, and then he realized that Jin Yan already knew about him being sick. He wanted to sit up, but he had no strength on his body.

Jin Yan noticed his intention and sniffed over to help him.

"Sorry, I'm worried." Li Shuyi sighed, "Jin Yan, for some people, living is not necessarily a good thing, and death is not necessarily a bad thing." He paused and asked softly, "Do you understand?"

Jin Yan cried and shook his head hard.

He didn't understand, he didn't understand at all. He only knew that when a person died, nothing would be gone. But he also knew how stubborn Li Shuyi was, and no one could change his decision.

It was the first time that Jin Yan was so sad and desperate.

This time, neither of them mentioned this topic again. Jin Yan said less and less, and the usual smile disappeared on his face.

Li Shuyi took his changes in his eyes, but he still said nothing.

Li Shuyi's cell phone rang early that morning.

He was still sleeping. Jin Yan looked at the "Yi Tian" displayed on the screen and hurried out of the ward with his cell phone.

Yi Tian knew that Li Shuyi was still ill, and he was not surprised to hear Jin Yan's voice. He only told him that Bai Jing had found their location. He helped him stop him for several months, but now he can't stop him. The only way is that they can transfer immediately, and maybe there is room for maneuver.

Jin Yan was silent for a while before saying, "Mr. Yi, we won't leave."

"Don't you have to discuss with Li Shuyi?"

"No need, you have to worry about this period of time."

After hanging up the phone, Jin Yan slowly sat down in the corridor.

He is not a smart person, so he doesn't know whether the decision he made is right or wrong. But they are not close to Yi Tian, ​​so they shouldn't bother each other anymore. In addition, his Uncle Li's voice in his sleep made him sure that if anyone else in this world can make Uncle Li survive.

It's only this person.

If he makes a mistake in his judgment and harms him Uncle Li, he will pay his life.

In the afternoon, when Li Shuyi finished taking the medicine and rested, Jin Yan left the ward.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he walked outside the building, two people came to stop him and said, "Sorry, Mr. Jin, you can't leave the hospital for the time being."
To be continued...