Long time no hypocrisy
Actually, since I was a child, I didn’t like the atmosphere at home. The more people I was, the less I didn’t like it. But my family was very big. Every day when I was having dinner, there were many people around the table. I usually try to stuff the meal into my mouth as quickly as possible to get off the table. Then my elders said it was impolite, so after that, I would sit at the table awkwardly after eating, listen to them chatting for a long time, and occasionally interject a few words... So, I didn’t like the home even more.
At that time, I was young, and I didn’t know why I hated this environment so much... Now that I grew up, I still don’t know. After I entered the hospital, I quickly began to hate this hospital because everyone in my family is in this hospital, a small city, so many people know me... I was even a little afraid of seeing them.
Just fear, no reason.
Maybe I'm such a freak.
Of course, this personality also made me naturally learn to hide my emotions.
Well... this passage is written a bit like Lao She. It's good.
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Just now, there were only 6 people at the dinner table, which usually was a supper with a small number of people.
My uncle asked me, "You are still doing your creation."
I felt a little nervous...: "Yes."
"Then what are your plans in the future?"
I said, "Stay writing."
I have tried very hard to underestimate this matter, but... the dining table still became quiet.
The following conversation is simple.
He said, you are a doctor.
I said, I know.
...
I have always shown an obedient image, so they may not be able to accept my stubborn side.
I ate this meal faster than ever.
I know, I've gone the wrong way, on the way they think I should go.
Actually, it was just a few words, but I could feel their disappointment in me.
When everyone in the family, at the same dinner table, everyone is disappointed with you, the mood is very bad.
And there will be no bold words like Xiao Yan when he broke off the engagement. In reality, he can only be silent and pretend to be nothing. Although I promised that I would not delay my work, I still couldn't change anything. Moreover, I am indeed becoming more and more lazy.
Like they said, I'm not a good doctor.
Dreams come at a price. And it seems to be much more expensive than the kind in the novel that you hit with a fist.
When I got married last month, the emcee asked about my profession and I said to me. I said to me. She added a sentence next to me. He is still an online writer. The emcee was stunned. After all, in such a small city, writers are quite rare things, but I subconsciously waved my hand and said...Don't write this.
He was quite surprised and asked why.
At that time, I didn't know how to answer, so I smiled and said, "Don't write anyway."
Well... the footsteps, my mother is coming up. Thank you for understanding me and my wife. Finally, I hope everyone can have dreams and realize them.
Chapter completed!