Chapter 93 Are You a Philosophy Graduate?
Jiang Yuan couldn't control her emotions and was a little excited: "I have told you more than once. What I trust most is you and mom. I don't believe it 100% because he thought about divorced his mother and didn't want us. I think he was too bad. He might have been narrow-minded and not very sensible when he was a child, but that was my true feeling at that time."
The more swallowing feeling made Jiang Yuan unable to continue to say it.
To calm down, Jiang Yuan said: "When I grew up, I thought things changed a lot, but I still don't dare to get into the past and current situations of our family. Think carefully. You and Dad will make me feel that I can't believe the words of men. I didn't find that this man was bad because the time has not yet come, as if all men will show a bad side in the end. Am I illusion? You have implicated other male compatriots. Jiang Yalun, the two most important men in my mind before 27, you and Dad have brought me bad things. The feeling of negative energy in my heart is that I don't believe that I will find happiness in the future."
Jiang Yuan raised her hand, touched her wet eyes and turned her head away.
"I regret the ten years I have been with you. In the best youth, love is not like love, family affection is not like family affection, bad or bad is not particularly thorough, and beauty is also an illusion. I don't feel like the collapse of the end of the world. Maybe you don't know why."
Jiang Yuan raised her eyes and tried to see his haggard facial features: "I can't tell the difference between family affection and love, just say 55 points. Anyway, I'm all for you, don't pick on which end is lighter and which end is heavy. You gave me five points of love, but now it's gone, and the five points of family affection are still in my heart. Because you can't hurt me in family affection, you can give it to your parents in the future. How many times have we met in ten years together? How many days are we together? 100 days? 150 days? Is that much? Now any excellent man appears to me considerately. His close 30 days of care can be worthy of our previous blank days? I have seen too many cheating men at school in my freshman year. I smiled and it's not my business. I know that my destination is unshakable. At that time, I really wanted to marry you and live with you. At least you can give me a stable sense of security."
"You know the best about my disappointment with our dad. When my dad didn't go home, I thought I would lose my dad. My mom persisted until later because of me, otherwise my mom would really get divorced. When I became an adult, I was afraid that my husband would bully me. It seemed that if I would marry you, I would have no worries and worries. I have seen many excellent men in the past few years of work, but I don't know their attitude towards marriage and wife. I only trust you-"
Jiang Yuan shed tears and regretted that the good family affection later turned into love and now it became like this.
Jiang Yalun suddenly became vulnerable. Jiang Yuan's words were as sulfuric acid as they dripped on his heart drop by drop, and the pain was like an unstrong boy, and tears flowed.
"I regret it, I have regretted it a long time ago. I can't control our affairs..." No matter how you explain it, you are wrong, you are destined not to get too much...
When Jiang Yuan left the ward, she lowered her head and walked quickly towards the end of the ward corridor.
After leaving the hospital, I walked down the steps and walked towards my car. Because I lowered my head and didn't look at the road, I suddenly put it in Lu Fangyue's arms.
"What's wrong in a hurry?" He asked, observing her face from a high point.
Jiang Yuan took a deep breath, wondering what his face looked like, lowered her head and shook her head and said, "No, sorry hit you."
There was a little annoyance in Lu Fangxu's voice, and a little gentle and distressed: "Crying? I feel aggrieved. Can't you see that I deliberately made you bump into my arms?"
"Oh." Jiang Yuan turned her head away.
She raised her hand to wipe away the tears from her face. However, Lu Fangyu grabbed her hand, which was wet with tears. He possessed himself and leaned close to her cheek and asked kindly, "Why are you crying so well? Talk to me?"
Jiang Yuan, who usually acts as a big woman, is now fragile like a child who can't find a home...
In his car, Jiang Yuan lowered her head and cried, but she didn't want to cry at all: "Are you a good person?"
It is so helpless that the question is so simple and direct.
Jiang Yuan's thoughts were blank and helpless. At this moment, she seemed to reach out to the child who was not very ripe for candy. The uncle said, "Thank you, uncle, I will give you candy." The child could not speak yet. She hugged her hands together and thanked her uncle, raised her face to look forward to the candy. I believe that the uncle would give her candy.
Or, when your thoughts are blank and you lose your ability to think, you are still trying to believe him.
Lu Fangyue leaned over, held her face with one hand and gently wiped away her tears, and his tone was so gentle that people felt at ease: "It should be a good person. If others provoke me, I will pay back the money and profits. I have never taken the initiative to hurt anyone for no reason. It's 37. At this age, I understand the right measure I didn't understand when I was young. Now others are afraid that I will be unhappy to provoke them, but they dare not provoke me to get close to me. Then again, I just said that I have not taken the initiative to hurt anyone."
Jiang Yuan stabilized her emotions and said in a confidant manner: "I think I am quite strong. After a long time, I will be strong. It is really not easy to get rid of something. Time feels fast and slow, and when it takes time to pass, I feel too slow and too slow. Death may be the fastest way to get rid of it."
"How do you know that death is the fastest way to get rid of it?" Lu Fangyue pressed her little face in her arms, her posture was very tired, but he lowered his head without frowning, and analyzed: "Have you ever heard anyone ask such a question? How can you know if the dead person really can forget anything? You may not be reincarnated in the ground with memories and suffer hardships. Or the sins that have not been suffered in this life will continue in the next life, and endless happiness will continue in the next life. Happy people will not want to die, and those who feel pain will wait a moment, happiness is chasing you, and fools will not look back and take a closer look. Jiang Yuan, you said, how good we are to live, crying and laughing are also conducive to promoting relationships between men and women. For example, you will take the initiative to throw yourself into my arms when you cry?"
Jiang Yuan was in pain, and all the garbage that had been accumulated for several months was dumped to Jiang Yalun. After listening to Lu Fangyu's long-standing personal style logic theory comfort, he couldn't help but want to laugh.
"Are you graduated from the philosophy department?"
He nodded.
"Really?" Jiang Yuan looked up at him with red eyes.
He smiled and shook his head, his deep eyes were gentle and penetrating, and his charming facial features were in her eyes. He said, "If you scare me by talking nonsense, I will be forced to become a professor in the philosophy department."
That night Lu Fangyu comforted Jiang Yuan a lot. Jiang Yuan's eyes were staring at his facial features. Listening to his words, he felt very reasonable. She accepted whatever he said. Jiang Yuan had also been pursued by other men at work, but what Jiang Yuan didn't appreciate the least was the kind of men who spoke exaggerated and greasy. Lu Fangyu was not, his warm and deep eyes could actually smooth out all the thorns that she had emerged.
Later, Su Bing called Jiang Yuan to ask where she was. She felt that something was missing after not seeing them for a few days. She hadn’t separated for a few years. In the past, when she went out for a trip, she was always with her sisters.
Su Bing said tactfully: "If you date Lu Fangyu, then Xia Xia and I will not disturb you. You two are sweet!"
Jiang Yuan said to Su Bing over there: "It's coming soon, wait for me."
On the grounds that Su Bing and Xia Qian had something to do with her, Jiang Yuan planned to drive away by herself.
When she got off his black Cayenne and walked towards her white Audi A5 to open the door, she looked up and found him following her.
Jiang Yuan asked him: "What are you doing?"
"Don't drive in your state, I'll worry." He reached out and opened the car door, meaning he was coming to drive.
“…”
Jiang Yuan accepted it happily.
Lu Fangyue was driving Jiang Yuan's female car uncomfortable. His height and long legs were not enough to be able to display in the car.
"How do you go back after sending me?" Jiang Yuan asked looking at his side face.
He raised his eyebrows and held her white cute pattern steering wheel with one hand. It was obvious that it was the steering wheel cover installed on the back. The overall white was vaguely visible to several small cartoon patterns. He asked in a warm voice as if he smiled, "Why, let me stay with you if you can't go back?"
"..." Jiang Yuan smiled warmly, and she was still shy when talking about the joy of men and women.
Jiang Yuan leaned her head against the car window and looked at the street outside the car window. The shadows were mottled in her eyes and they jumped slowly, like someone's tenderness.
Lu Fangyue sent Jiang Yuan downstairs to Su Bing’s apartment.
He handed him the car key, and he said seriously: "It feels very average when you are open."
"It's okay..." Jiang Yuan pursed her lips and took the car keys of her car from his palm.
Lu Fangyue leaned on the body of the Audi A5, reached out and patted the white body of the A5, staring at Jiang Yuan, who was nervous about whether the car would be damaged by him. He said, "When I was driving, you were just a girl of a few years."
Jiang Yuan was a little unhappy when she denied her car.
"How old are you driving?"
"Aged 16, in my big yard! It's very big!" Lu Fangyu emphasized that the masculine momentum overwhelmed his woman's arrogance.
He reached out and patted her on the shoulder, smiling, his eyes focused on her side cheek: "Like change your car like me, I'll ask someone to help you solve the loan and transaction issues of the car."
Jiang Yuan nodded, then stood on tiptoe and kissed him, wanting to go through this topic perfunctorily. If his purpose was just to make her change to another car and said that the car was bad, then Jiang Yuan chose to ignore it. She never planned to give him the opportunity to spend a lot of money on her. In Jiang Yuan's eyes, the relationship between the two was far from that level.
Lu Fangyu stepped forward and hugged Jiang Yuan, who was much shorter than him, tightened her tightly with his arms, and kissed her lingeringly and deeply.
He watched Jiang Yuan go in.
While waiting for a taxi on the street, a number of private cars drove over. Lu Fangyu's eyes caught a white BMW X5. Although it was not the one that followed him, he couldn't like it. Including Jiang Yuan's white Audi A5, they were all white, and they all had a 5, which really made people feel uncomfortable.
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Before going on a business trip to Z City to deal with the wire problem, Jiang Yuan promised the customer "Mr. Wu" to meet him. Jiang Yuan was embarrassed to be busy every time and could not go there.
On Thursday, Jiang Yuan answered the dinner invited by Mr. Wu, but Jiang Yuan asked what the purpose of the dinner was. It would be better to figure out the situation and didn't want to cause any trouble to himself. However, Mr. Wu only talked about a few questions in the design to see if it could be changed.
Chapter completed!