Chapter 366 Shameless and Hateful
Xia Qian put down her bag, put it on the sofa, turned around and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, but heard him ask, "Why did you suddenly get drunk?"
Xia Qian suddenly stopped and turned around and frowned at him: "I suddenly got drunk? You ask me why this is?"
Feng Yuan stood in front of the sofa, he didn't sit down, and when the two of them came in, they only turned on the light at the door, so the light in the living room seemed very dark, and Xia Qian couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.
He doesn't speak.
Xia Qian looked at him and cried: "You said you can't take a leave during the National Day holiday and can't accompany me. I don't blame you for these things. I understand your professional difficulties very well. I didn't force you to rest and accompany me. I knew before marrying you that you have very little personal time. Do I feel sorry for you in these days after the marriage? I didn't. It's already the 12th after midnight. You haven't contacted me from the 1st to the 12th. Did you forget that I am like this?"
He said, "I thought you didn't need my disturbance."
"What do you mean?" Xia Xia didn't understand what he meant. This person was awkward, especially awkward!
Xia Qian said again: "I have no objection to your dedication to work, but I am your wife. I don't ask me to be the most important in your heart, I just want to be as important as your work. Are you so busy that you don't have time to call me? You are so busy that you are on the police 24 hours a day? Since that's the case, is it interesting to you nod and agree to get married?"
Feng Yuan looked at her, she kept crying, and he felt uncomfortable, but he decided to take this opportunity to explain each other's discomfort: "Xia Xia, I said earlier that what you want is a man who can always be by your side to take care of you. I said it a long time ago, and I said it more than once, you said it was no, and you said it more than once. It was true that I nodded between us and agreed to get married, but I was most afraid of starting this marriage, and I cherished this marriage the most and ended soon. "
His eyes were slightly red, and he spoke even more. The light was too dark and Xia Xia could not see it. She only burst into tears when she heard the word "end of marriage".
He continued: "I am used to the life of a squadron. I get up at 5:45 in the summer and at 6:20 in the winter, go out for exercises, run, and carry out various trainings according to the weather. Monday training, Tuesday drill, Wednesday business skills training, this is just when we are very idle. I am not used to other life leaving these habits. I need your tolerance. Traveling is like a mountain. In my eyes, I am not as tired and hard as others say. After getting used to doing anything, it is actually the same. It's just that I repeat the same people every day and repeat the same things, which makes me feel bored occasionally, afraid of fires, and hope to save people. It's a very contradictory mentality. When I was most painful in the past, I heard that firefighters died, and all deaths or ends made me feel very negative."
His voice was low and powerful, and he said to her very seriously: "Is there any possibility of divorce after we get married? Will the marriage die and will it end? The answer is that there are n couples who divorce every day. I don't know what the end of my marriage with you is. I can stand the ordinary. I deliberately think that there is no passion period between me and you. I am afraid that I can't hold on to the marriage after the passion period. The facts show that my career problem has brought this moment to early."
Xia Qian could understand what he was saying, so: "Are you testing me if you don't contact me for 12 days?"
This kind of temptation and test is shameless and hateful!
"I didn't test you," Feng Yuan frowned: "I thought we were all trying to get close. On the morning of the 1st, I was looking forward to the end of the holiday and going home as soon as possible. But there are too many friends around you, so many of them that I suddenly couldn't recognize them and could not remember who was who. You said I was old-fashioned and didn't know how to adapt, and I never argued. I am such a person. It's not surprising that we have a generation gap. When I see you are very close to other men, I can't be completely indifferent. I will have emotions, but I won't go up to beat him or question you, I'm afraid you like his company very much. Xia Xia, one day you think it's a mistake to start this marriage with me. You have already made a better choice. It's clear that marrying me will not have the happiness you expect, so I can let go."
Xia Qian was confused by him: "Who am I very close with?"
Feng Yuan directly pointed out that what he saw during the firefighting work on the 1st day was not only what he saw with his own eyes, but also all the 29th and other firefighters saw it.
Xia Qian was very panicked. She didn't know if she could explain clearly: "He was just my colleague. That day I saw a fire nearby and I ran over. I knew you would be there. Later, my eyes were covered with dust, and he wanted to help me out. Feng Yuan, don't be extreme machismo. If your female colleague's eyes were covered with dust and could not be covered with dust, would you help? I know that you may be all men, but my work cannot be far away from male colleagues."
Feng Yuan turned his head and looked out the window and saw that it was pitch black nearby.
Xia Qian lowered her head: "The lack of trust between us, and you don't trust me, this is the deadliest!"
Feng Yuan stood there and said a word. The two failed to communicate. One was soft-hearted and stubborn, suspicious, and the other was more emotional and disappointed while drunk.
Xia Qian took the bag and left.
When she entered the elevator, she really couldn't catch him up, she burst into tears and raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face.
The elevator kept going down, she raised her head and gritted her teeth to make herself more successful!
Feng Yuan stood alone in the living room, and he didn't chase him. He didn't know what else he could say when he faced Xia Qian.
He took the door keys and cell phone at home and went downstairs soon.
Xia Qian stood alone on the side of the road and stopped a taxi. After getting on the bus, the taxi went long. It was a straight street. Feng Yuan also stopped a taxi, allowing the driver to try to keep up with the taxi that Xia Qian was taking.
He is mentally contradictory at this moment.
He admitted that he thought about her and liked her, but once he faced her, it was another embarrassing situation.
Xia Qian went to Su Bing's apartment and did not go to Wu Lulu's residence again.
Feng Yuan saw her going upstairs and stayed for a while before leaving.
"It's midnight, what's going on?" Su Bing hurriedly pulled Xia Xia into the house after opening the door.
Su Bing took a look at the time and found that it was not in the middle of the night. It was going to dawn in two hours.
Xia Qian fell tiredly on the sofa, ready to fall asleep, but Su Bing insisted on asking questions, and Xia Qian complained about the matter with Su Bing.
Then I cried, and the quilt was wet with a small piece.
It would be fine if others didn't ask, but they could hold it back, but they would be over as soon as they asked her, and their emotions collapsed completely.
"What do you think I will do?" she asked crying.
Su Bing took out a tissue and said to her: "You two are not a big deal, just solve it well."
Xia Qian interrupted Su Bing and raised her head and said, "This is not a big deal. If I don't come out today and continue to argue with him, we will have to end up in a divorce!"
"Not it!" Su Bing leaned on the sofa and turned his head to look at Xia Xia lying on her lying: "You two are in the early stage of marriage, the running-in stage, and the running-in stage are inevitable. In fact, this is very similar to the relationship between some couples, but you are better than couples. It is not that there is no couple quarrel that breaks up inexplicably, but you can't really get divorced because of this, right? The broken-up couple pats their butts and leaves. How can divorce be that easy? Besides, the 119 identity is there."
"Don't ignore the most important point, he doesn't trust me."
"I didn't ignore it, but in fact you didn't cheat, and he won't cheat, so this is not a problem between you. Trust needs to be established slowly."
After hearing Su Bing's words, Xia Qian comforted herself and said, "Does people's hearts be seen over time?"
"Yes, that's what it means," Su Bing nodded. The mentality of devoting a temple to not a marriage was advising her: "In the past year, he has only known the heart that you like him, but has not yet realized that you only like him. If I remember correctly, you have also suspected him. The one he deliberately found to pretend to be a girlfriend, which made you so angry that he was also a sign of distrust."
Xia Qian let out a sigh and admitted in her heart that she didn't trust him at the first time, but the situation was different after all.
Su Bingwo entered the sofa and said to Xia Qian at close range: "To be honest, I think there will be no problems between you as long as you don't have a second heart."
"Of course I won't have a second heart!" Xia Qian said firmly.
Su Bing nodded: "It's best. The one who is busy with the two generally has no time to cheat, but the premise is that they are busy with serious business! Instead of being busy with attracting other opposite sexes! For example, for example, Xu Xian and I, what have I said before? I said he was just greedy for a while, and it's hard to say in the future. Then the reality is really like this. They are all developing in the direction I said. There are many differences between me and him, and as I walk, I am no longer in a straight line."
"Are you sad?" Xia Qian asked Su Bing.
Suddenly, Xia Qian noticed Su Bing's problem.
Su Bing shook his head: "I'm not sad, I've been mentally prepared before I'm together. Once he falls in love with others, I will automatically disappear. Now I never take the initiative to contact him. Maybe it's the most appropriate to lose contact slowly like this. I can't be worthy of him. Love cannot be measured by financial resources and ability. It's just a feeling. He will be more vivid and sincere to young and lively girls. He is not old at all, and his eyes and heart will be more and more eager to be fresher people and things year by year."
Xia Qian frowned slightly: "You are too negative, you should think in the right direction."
"It's not negative, it's the fact. He loves to play games when he doesn't work, and I'll be very angry when I watch it. He likes to go out to party and drink with male friends who are about the same age. I won't go and I'm not interested in anything." Su Bing thought for a while: "I remember when Zhang Yue and I liked these things, and there was a little common hobby. Now I find that I've passed that stage. Xu Xian's character is better than Zhang Yue, but he's becoming more and more like in other aspects."
Xia Qian sighed quietly, and it was hard to say anything comforting. Xu Xian did always pester Su Bing to pick her up and get off work, but later she got together, and this situation became less obvious. Xu Xian, a young and energetic boy, looks pleasing to the eye, and speaks and does things more carefully every day, but the sense of security a woman wants cannot be seen in him. After all, he is at a restless age. What will happen in the future? It is difficult to see clearly with one eye or two eyes.
Chapter completed!