, what are you considering?】

I stayed at this interface for a while.

Sang Zhi silently deleted all the words and changed them into two words: [Good night.]

She turned off the light and lay on the bed, with these words echoing in her mind.

I'll think about it again.

think about it.

consider.

Both Sang Rong and Duan Jiaxu said they raised some concerns.

What are you worried about?

Is it an age issue, or is it something about his father?

But there is no way to change these two. Then the only thing left is Duan Jiaxu's economic conditions.

But he is not considered poor.

That is, he may not be able to afford a house for the time being, but if he works hard for a few more years, and then she comes to work, it won't be a big problem.

So what does Duan Jiaxu have to consider?

It can’t be...

Sang Zhi forcefully took back the thought that was about to come to her.

Staring at the ceiling, Sang Zhi's eyes were numb, and she suddenly felt out of breath. She sat up, a layer of mist appeared in front of her eyes, and she forced it back.

At this moment, all the determination and unyieldingness became unclear.

In fact, Sang Zhi feels that one day, her parents will definitely change their minds. In a short period of time, she will be distressed because she doesn't know what to do, but she is not too worried about things that they do not support.

But she was a little afraid of Duan Jiaxu's thoughts.

Sang Zhi knew very well that he cared about this matter very much.

So he mentioned this matter to her on the first day they were together, and he also cared about whether she minded. Even he knew very well that this matter had nothing to do with him at all.

But I still feel humbled by it.

It was an extremely deep-rooted thought, and it was a fact that he couldn't change.

Sang Zhi will be worried because if Sang Rong and Liping talk tonight, he will really feel that he is not good enough.

Could it be because she started to feel stressed?

Could it be that he gave in because of his gratitude to Sang Rong and their opposition?

Could it be that he really doesn’t intend to be with her anymore?

Will you really give up?

Sang Zhi pursed her lips hard. Holding back the lump in her throat, she picked up the phone again, wanting to say something to him, hoping that he would not be sad and not pay too much attention to this matter.

Don't start thinking about what he said to think about again.

At this moment, Sang Zhi felt powerless and weak to the extreme.

Sang Zhi felt that she could be good to him all her life, and hoped that he would no longer be unhappy or hurt because of what happened in the past.

But he seemed to be hurt again because of her.

She slowly put down her phone.

Sang Zhi's thoughts were lost and he suddenly remembered.

Downstairs in the community where Duan Jiaxu lived before, she expressed her feelings cautiously and solemnly. His eyes were dyed with light, and he reached out to hug her and kissed her forehead.

Then, he said with great care: "Well, I like you very much too."

The next day, Sang Zhi was taken by Li Ping to visit relatives again early in the morning. Noticing that her mind was not here, Li Ping did not force her and found a reason to let her go back.

After coming out of her relatives' house, Sang Zhi went to find Duan Jiaxu.

Since he was going to work on the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, he didn't plan to stay long. He had booked a flight back to Yihe tonight.

Duan Jiaxu's expression remained the same, as if he was really not affected.

Sang Zhi emphasized a few more words to him, asking him not to be unhappy. He put on a funny face and said, "Why are you coaxing a child?"

Before getting on the plane, Duan Jiaxu thought for a while, took the initiative to comfort her, and then said: "I will spend the New Year here well, play for a while, and then go back to school."

Sang Zhi nodded absently: "Yeah."

"It will take several months to go." Duan Jiaxu said playfully, "Don't cry because of homesickness."

Sang Zhi stared at him and moved her lips, wanting to ask something, but was afraid of getting a bad answer. She fell silent and just nodded again.

Sang Zhi didn't know what she was worried about, but she just didn't dare to ask what he was thinking about. She was extremely vigilant and felt that as long as she didn't ask, it would remain like this.

She felt like she had become a pessimist.

You can only think of the bad side of everything.

But if she thinks too much, Sang Zhi will feel that she is scaring herself.

If Duan Jiaxu really had such thoughts, he would definitely not have such an attitude now.

Sometimes, many ideas will change because of some normal little things. After Duan Jiaxu returned to Yihe, he became very busy and had less and less contact with Sang Zhi.

This is actually a very normal thing in normal times.

Not only after the New Year, Duan Jiaxu also often had to work overtime before and was always busy. Sometimes she would look for him and he wouldn't reply immediately, and Sang Zhi wouldn't care too much.

But during this period of time, Sang Zhi always thought about his words "I'll think about it again", and all the emotions kept accumulating, like a balloon that was constantly being filled with air and was about to explode in the next moment.

Combined with his behavior like this.

Sang Zhi would wonder if he was avoiding her.

Are you really considering it?

Do you want to separate?

That night, Sang Zhi slept extremely uneasily.

She had a dream one night.

She dreamed that Jiang Ying appeared in front of her again and said to her: "Are you really going to break up? It doesn't matter. Duan Jiaxu won't be too sad. He will think that you can find a better one."

She dreamed that she didn't go into the kitchen to help Liping that day, and then saw Duan Jiaxu's frozen smile after hearing Sang Rong's words.

In the dream, Duan Jiaxu said mockingly: "I'm afraid you'll mind."

In the dream, he smiled and said, "I think your parents are good people. They helped me like that, and I can't be sorry to them."

All the pictures intertwined and seemed real in this illusion. In the end, Sang Zhi dreamed that that night, he did not accept the red envelope from her and whispered: "Maybe it's better to forget it."

The next moment, Sang Zhi opened her eyes and woke up.

Sang Zhi covered her heart, her head still blank, feeling confused after a dream. She couldn't remember what dream she had just had, and she couldn't remember it no matter how hard she thought about it.

After a while.

A huge feeling of emptiness occupied her whole body. Sang Zhi grabbed the quilt and suddenly began to shed tears, and she could not restrain the sobs in her throat. Afraid of disturbing Sang Rong and Li Ping next door, she could only use her best strength.

Endure it with all your strength.

Sang Zhi picked up the phone and wanted to call Duan Jiaxu.

Noticing the time, she stopped moving and watched the screen gradually go out with extremely blurred vision.

I do not know how long it has been.

Sang Zhi wiped away her tears with determination, turned on her phone again, and booked the nearest flight back to Yihe.

Sang Zhi could only book a flight at ten o'clock the next night. After waking up, she told her parents that there was something unexpected at school and she planned to go back early.

After lunch, Sang Zhi started to pack her luggage. When she saw the milk bottle on the window sill, her eyes stopped and she walked over to pick it up.

She poured out the stars inside.

To this day, Sang Zhi still remembers that she used the star paper to write down her original feelings, and then put it in the bottle.

Sang Zhi reached out and picked up the two stars of the same color inside and put them into his pocket.

When the time was almost up, Sang Rong drove her to the airport.

Sang Zhi went through the security check alone and waited in the terminal. Hesitantly sent a WeChat message to Duan Jiaxu, but waited for a while without receiving a reply.

She pursed her lips, but still didn't tell him that she was going back to Yihe now.

Got on the plane and sat in the aisle seat.

Sang Zhi put on her seat belt. At this moment, she suddenly remembered that when she was in her first year of high school, she secretly ran to Yihe to find him. It was also like now, she bought a flight ticket at last minute.

Most of the better locations have been picked out.

That wasn't her first time flying, but it was her first time traveling so far alone.
To be continued...